Family

You always complaint about your hard life, not going as well as what you thinking, and you said that I'm not caring at you, maybe always felts that I blamed you all the time.
Really so sorry to make you felt so, you prefer put your voice to blogger and not talking to me, and me, gonna tell you what was "hard life " meant to me, I have a broken family, Mum and dad's relation can defined as broke, you maybe didn't know about it, cause I never mention a lot about it, not even single word coming out between them, stuck in a life like this was live as orphanage, I really don't like with this family, but I should give thanks to God whatever I belongs right now, I got a sucks job for being as purchase officer, people seeing me like a happy go lucky Man, but actually no one were know how hard was this job are going to My life everyday, sacred, burdened, blamed, exhausted... but I give thanks to God and keep praying all the time, to comfort myself and toughen myself...
I know my way will gonna hard soon, more and more to come, no way to end, but I'll put my prayer to the peak, for I know God will saturate my soul, bring me to the promised land...
Happy Chinese new year 2014^O^

Exhausted... because of You, I'm really tired and want to give up, keep work hard to do many things for you, but you not mean to make everyone know about my appearance, I much told the world about you, but you hide me behind the door, am I look terrible for you?
What make you think of me?
When can you free for me?
Where can you go for me?
Who am I for you? For rest?

“Who are you to judge the life I live?

I know I'm not perfect-and I don't live to be-but before you start pointing fingers...make sure you hands are clean!” 

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. They will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, He/She make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” 

IN FAITH WE TRUST!

Chance or Moments?
You choose the chance, money can buy your time and serve?we have spend so much advice to invite them to church camp but you prefer to not waste the ticket worth 120 and put down your serve and moment, really so sorry that I can't accept that excuses even that you're my beloved one.
Me?
I prefer moments with youth and serve to God, money can't buy my faith and moments with youth, coz I promised them.
Sorry, hope you enjoy your time.

Routinely work

Farewell

Have a blessed way to serve Rev!