thanks...

okie~~~ currently at bedroom now... sigh... seems wanna give up with my own decision to
keep staying at Sing Kang Church... nuts... but i had to make those cruel decisio for myself...
for now, church seems so strange for me, not like before, full with passion and
faithfull in church,
not for now, or maybe future...
no one can even know what actually happens to me, even myself too...
i tried to run away from community, really want to hide myself to some place that
no one know with my appearance...
ya, i really hope so... but what can i do now...no people that wanna hear my voice...
church, family, friends... where should i shout...
hopeless... even my God, i can't felt His present in my life anymore...
i think maybe because of my mum now suffered with her own cancer...
but all of us also dabbed " suffer" with her too, she won't ever know that..
she so stubborn, hate her so much, never think about us, never concern
with my pregnant sister, still always nagging at my pregnant sis...
pity sis, work hard for whole day, earned for her scolded and nagged...
what can my sis do is, just keep in patient with my mum... mercy that
we hhave better than other people... compare with those other cancer patient, she's
the blissful one, we never count any piece of sacricfication that we did
for her... never mind... just for get about that...
hesitate with those thinking... ish...
thanks again for Yuan Yuan again for her concerned with my mum and also me,
ya, i know you're been forced to sms me, that 's the point actually
i really dunno why you find me suddenly, or izzit i've owe money with
you??? ha ha ha ha ... just kidding... ya, i know you really kind,
sure GOd will blessing you all the way de, thanks ya Girl !!!
other side, thanks to Hung pak Again for his pendrive, haha... i know he did a lot for
me de, thaks ya !!! by the way, Khen, hmmm, even we always quarrel, ut in our heart

full with friendship de ne... lol... nuts... gulp!!!