15dec08

what would i blog again... currently at KK, sure alone again, without living place, without anything, came to here with my car, no really sure that what should i do at here, i came directlywhen my daddy was asked me to do so, k, he said that my sis gonna born sooner, shit!!! what the liarwas always giving trouble to me, i knew it,but i just obey what my dad's command, compared to other people, i'm the stupid one... k, i forgot to bring extra money...and i just realized it when i went to restaurant for my dinnner, thats really make me crazy, fortunately, i checked mywallet before having dinner at there... so for now, i think no more dinner for tonight, sleeping with noise stomach, lol... life at kk really so suck, no any of my relative was asking about my apprearance in kk ne..even that they knew, they pretend like a fool...i hate them so much, even my friends at KK here, also never concerned about my moment at KK, not at all, maybe i too sensitivewith everything around me, thats why making me think negatively, forget it...there been a longg time i didn't blogging, kay, busy with watching drama, go and back from sandakan to kk, formating computer, ya, i took it as my part time income, but thats not really enough as my pocket money...haihz.... sigh sigh sigh.... i hope that i can meet someone at here, stay for whole night long at car for few days, 3days i think, hope no more nightmare again for tonight, i felt too tired enough, no more extra energy to think for others... just wantto rest... but not here of course...