Matters`

hey there, my audience, thank for hearing my voices as long as i started blogging in here... sorry again for my belated updated, busy for these few weeks actually, school exam, familytrouble,loads... hmmm, what should i talk about for now huuh??hmmm, time getting close to 1Am, midnight... can't sleep, miGrain again...arrr... let's talk about my own journal since this few weeks first, hmmm, fine currently, but a bit busy with school work ne, but thats usual for me, nothing specials about me or matter that was happens during this few weeks, hmmm, just got a bit stupid thinking with self then, you know!... sniff, hung pak didn't got work at Jesselton CoffeeCafe again, reason, tired!!! yeah, instead Khen, he still keep on working at there, but sooner, he won't continue to work there ne, same reason, tired, lol... but actually thank that Khen more closed with hung ne, so on with hung, what i always said that HUng and khen 're my best dude have i ever, the point is, haven't i ever ask them that, did i 'm your best friend??? never ask about that... wasn't? maybe i think too much, i don't know... always became the fool one among them, sometimes can't communicatedwith both of them, sigh... i seems the stranger one when standing beside them... i know that i so dumb, so stupid, arrr, dunno how to make myself become more attracting fo take some attention from you all, maybe you all think that i'm not really important one, but please, maybe you all haven't see yet... sooner??? sometimes when everyone of them were chitchatting at class with Yap, Lo, and chua, i can't even catchup what they're talking about... i tried, but hindered and criticed by Khen them, ouch!!! thats really hurted me... rather keep on silently and heard what they laugh with, fear, i'll become the unknown one... should i get distance with them???sigh... hung, khen and yap them always mention that i got a "special" relation with Yap Ching, i mean, they tought me "like" with Yap Ching... sigh sigh sigh... what a true friends that you're...you all never understanding with me, don't you can't determine which one is joke??? hey, treating her as a best friend doesn't mean that i "like " with her k!!! please take off your kiddy childish thinkingman, friends konon... disappointed with you all ne... have i ever talk about your "Mocha"??? no right!!! i admiti always take "Caroline" as a joke to joking with you, butisn't contain any meaning ne, just for fun only right??? if you're really seriously with "mocha" please started to think maturely, not playing others around, isn't worth... so on with hung, hope you really can success with your sewing skill have you learnt from Lo, otherside, can you really stand yourself for Yan??? that you're getting closed with Lo since you're learning sewing few her, maybe Yan would feel disappointed when noticed that you're getting closed with other girl, i doen't mean anything but, i worryboth of your relation influence by the thrid person, don't you forgot what was happens last few year ago, the relation between you and Yan wasn't as easy as you think... sorry guys for those rude words that i talk about above... but i really hope you all can having a blissful day without any regretion what i've passed before... i can't even see the most important person that waiting around me during the dated with EX-girlfriend, sorry girl, make you felt disappointed with me...thats what i most regret about... about Yap"chu chu", she now still having her keep-fitposition, lol... think again, keep-fit without exercise, doesn't it work???arrr... ikiki... nevermind, hope all the best for her... Chua, lol... seems always sleepy at class, don't know why, maybe hagging phone with her Dear for whole night, lol... Dynne, yeah, always started with her silly smile when looking at her, happy everyday,thats what i seeking always...Caroline, arrr... busy with cleanig duty always, sweap here and there, stick there and here...nag nag nag!!! annoying... lol... 2am... arrr... not sleepy yet... tomorrow wanna go to school ne, friday.. last studies for these week... hohoho...nevermind, try to sleep now...love you all my Friends, hope all of you have a nice day for today!see you later !!! muacksssss!!!