Wednesday

19/5/09

19/5/09, the date of today...
hard thinking what shoud i type
for this post, seems nothing that i can type about
my own matters, coz nothing special happens
during these few days, keep busying with
my Mid Term Examination, arr, fever since this
morning at school, straight away fall asleep
after took my fever capsule, no body take care with
me then, arrr, sigh sigh sigh, need to
take good care with my own, sometimes felt
so tired and burdenly while need to facing
every trouble alone, walk alone, sleep alone,
eat alone, hagging out alone too, coz not every one of my
friends can having their time with me all the time,
maybe sometimes only... just now received a short forwarding
msg from yuan,

'' What is friends?, someone ask me
this question... i answer " friends is ... a person who nice,
love you , care about you, respect you and understand you..."
friendship doesn't go away from us... it come to us everytime..
and brought us special friends just like you... being your friends
is the greatest thing that happens to me... "

after i read with this msg, then i started ti thinking what is
the meaning of friends for me, maybe i not really
realized about the present of friends in my life, sometimes,
i need to think hard to get the most suitable answer for my
this question, then i started to list out all of my best friends
in my life,Wai Hung,kok Khen, Jung Sheng,and Vui Yuan, four of
them can consider as my last long dude since i get knowing with them,
always keep concern with me every time when i'm in upset or
troubleness, i 'm not need any help from them , but need a
care and concerning from them only, thats what i need from them
actually, after all, i knew it, they're my friends forever, no matter
how they threat me, how deep that they betrayed me, how cruel
that they critic about me, i 'll never give up with them, maybe
would have a bit angry and disappointed with them, but that just a
face of outter attitude only... maybe i'm not as important than
what they are thinking of me, maybe i'm not their best friends,
coz i know that each one of them have their own life and
friends, have their own entertaint, have their own story behind, at least
i hope everytime whn they're in trouble, i'll their first person to
find for, thats enough for me, satisfy for me, i just want to get know each sad story behind them, even they're not sharing their happiness with me, thats nevermind, at least they can share their sadness with me,
hope i can stand behind them , support and help them everytime
they're in needed...
compare with others situation, some kind of people doesn't really know what
is the meaning of friendship, not even for that, they use their trust of friends to betrayed them, used them in certain motive, they thought after used and a words of apologize can ended all the misunderstand and mistaken that they have done with their friends, actually, thats not the truth, after the victim of betrayed by friends, they're lost of trust with those kind of cruel friends, please, appreciated your friends as best as you can, coz friends so important in our life, give your own chance to get close with trusted friends that you think you're supposed to do so... no easy to find a trusted friends nowsaday, so let getting started with a new life with friends...

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