struggle... 23/7/09
sob sob, separated seems near to me, study for Form 6 maybe not one of my fate, can't even continue my form6 smoothly, coz my family situation unable to give me a space to do so, need to take care with my mum oftenly, way come and go to KK every weeks, so how i gonna concentrated with my coming exam??? working for my own needed, arrr, what i supposed to do huh??? STPM Examination coming sooner, no any preparation for facing my exam yet, yet to getting a good result??? no way, thats impossible for me, but i need to study and work for my future, fine fine fine, burdeness take over my life, no more education position for me, i need some space to breath, breath for my own life, when these gonna end, time getting rush, and rush... wish every step and decided that i've make won't change my mind to keep on living in this world, hoho, stupid thinking, i've been borned at this family, so i should be more stronger to face with it, kind of worse situation, i've been builded for testimonial, i've been created for facing with trouble... wish to have a better life...sniff... where're You??? i knew that You're watching at me right now, k, let me decided it by myself, guide me ya, maybe kind of stupid and childish decision, but i must decided it, ermmm...
sob sob, separated seems near to me, study for Form 6 maybe not one of my fate, can't even continue my form6 smoothly, coz my family situation unable to give me a space to do so, need to take care with my mum oftenly, way come and go to KK every weeks, so how i gonna concentrated with my coming exam??? working for my own needed, arrr, what i supposed to do huh??? STPM Examination coming sooner, no any preparation for facing my exam yet, yet to getting a good result??? no way, thats impossible for me, but i need to study and work for my future, fine fine fine, burdeness take over my life, no more education position for me, i need some space to breath, breath for my own life, when these gonna end, time getting rush, and rush... wish every step and decided that i've make won't change my mind to keep on living in this world, hoho, stupid thinking, i've been borned at this family, so i should be more stronger to face with it, kind of worse situation, i've been builded for testimonial, i've been created for facing with trouble... wish to have a better life...sniff... where're You??? i knew that You're watching at me right now, k, let me decided it by myself, guide me ya, maybe kind of stupid and childish decision, but i must decided it, ermmm...
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