Expectations!

Expectations! we all have them. we expect that people will be nice to us, that we'll have good health, great BGR, faithful friends... but what we do when life doesn't live up to our expectations??? arr... life seems doesn't show any smooth and good expectations within, stuck in badly lifestyle, not a great life to be! thats what i faced right now, oh yuack!!!! terrible life... kind of broken expectations easily to get discourage... no way... i can't make thats become my troubleness then, it shouldn't be...nonsense!!! oh yeah... feel stupid when taking the word of Expectation as a problem of life... hoonestly, everythings gone too fast, hard to carry on what was happen during these few days... but actually i just recall what had happens last saturday ago, ya, that music festival night... once again i saw yuan's blog had mentions about those matter, felt weird when been left away by them, broken expectation, i expected that all of us would gonna having a drink together after the festival, unfortunately, kindly bad night for me, anyway, thanks to Yuan for not blaming at me cause i'm just bought her a can of 7up only, hoho, funny way for spending a drink with her on that night, arrr, about Thomas, yuck! hell hectic when recall all his acting during that night, oh please~ don't make me crazy again~~~