festival...

hey there... currently sitting in front of my computer, thinking what should i type and share with you all what was happen for today and tonight also... just reached home after fetched Yuan back home safely just now, quite nice while listening to music performance by quartet house's student, they organized a small music festival, but kinda bad for me, coz i don't really like rock music ne... arr... sound too loud... whatever, out of my business anyway...
but before the festival end, Cheng, yi ning, henry,meteor and puppet...ZUPPPPPP... where they go??? weird weird... heard from henry, they went for "yam cha"(in Cantonese; mean have a drink), or maybe supper, by the way, me, yuan, ching, Thomas, and dick still sicking with that festival, just waiting for yuan and ching finish for their closing ceremony... weird situation; why don't they keep patient for half an hour so that all of us can having drink together??? arrr... i should know that, felt like i've been stay apart by them, ya, thats what i realized... maybe i'm not the same Biao anymore as long as they know with me, arr... please... i'm still the same biao okay?! how dare you all just go away without waiting for yuan and ching them??? they still our friends guy... don't ever leave them away k, we need friends so on with them, if tonight i make a decide to follow you all, surly yuan will feel lonely then, or maybe in positively sight she can get her others friend at there, thats i'm not really sure, but at least we can accompanying them to finish their duty before we going for a drink right??? yeah, maybe most of them were think negatively with me and yuan, k fine, just think what you all want, if thats can make you all happy, then keep on thinking for that, think as long as you like, think till you feel you get that satisfication...just a bollocks for me... maybe you all think i'm wrong, but really so sorry, i don't think i'm wrong, i just do what can i do for my friend, maybe my small sacrifice can make my friend feel happy, this concept appear on my mind since long time ago, i don't hope the passed influence our relationship, sorry guys, if you ask me to leave my friend around that stupid festival and join you all for drink, i'm shouldn't allow myself to do so... i won't...

Dear : friend "You"
maybe i'm not a good friend, but i'll try my best to be a good audience, listen each drops of your tear, your voice, your smile;

i'll try my best to not leaving each one of my friend behind my back, but at least don't move to strange place that i can't find and see you;

tell me where you're, don't be shame to ask for my help, i'm glad to be the part of your hand to lift you up when you fall down;

tell me when you're tired, i'll lend you my shoulder, lean down when you feel tired to my thigh, i'll sing a lullaby for you till you're sleep;

tell me when you need an audience for your voice of heart, i'll be the puppy to listen your voice without saying anything, i'll lend you my hand to wipe off your tear;

tell me where you want to go, i'll spend out my time for you, i'll cover you with my umbrella, so that you won't feel tight with wheather;

tell me when you're suffer, i'll take all your pain for which you only repay it with a word of greeting, so that you won't owe me anything;

but,

don't tell me when you want to leave, coz i don't like with separated, so that i won't feel sad with your leaving;

don't tell me when you're happy, coz i don't want my sadness influence your happiness, so that you still can happy even without my appearance;

by the way,

i hope you not realized with my disappear, coz i don't want you to feel upset even in time of second; i hope our relation won't end up with my dissapear, just let it be, let our friendship end along with the end of our day...


by : Your friend, Biao