02jan10

time take my life... it seems past too fast than what had i expected.
everything'll back to usual, the lonely day, bored day... happy day seems can't last longer, isn't??? i miss the day with myfriends, dudes. what a wonderful christmas for me... maybe few of them won't think so, but it's my Christmas with my friends, thanks again, you always give a lot of encourage and support to me, you give me a fulfill hope that life is so wonderful, life is colourful... christmas seems the only period that can make us become more closer, you told me a lot of things that i 've ever know about that, your laugh make me crazy, kinda wanna punch your mouth out of your head, haha, thanks again, you both always make me happy even i 'm really depression with all works around... it's our friendship will be end when the end of christmas??? few of them maybe think that i've changed, i don't really know if i 've far away from your sight, really so sorry about that... why you suddenly mind with my appereance??? mind with me and people around me??? i know that we're a best friend, but have you realized that i need people care with me everytime when i get into trouble??? where're you everytime when i need care... please... i'm tired... can you please give me a space for breath???