can't sleep again... keep thinking with such non sense matter that happens around me... God where are you???
i really felt so angry with my mum, hate her !!! i know that was a sin, but i really can't stand myself with her... i hate my family, except my dad and second sis... i hate mum and big sis... they're jerk!!! bullying my dad like stupid people, my dad can keep his patient, but i can't!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate you both Jerk women in my life...!!!!!!
Yee(sec sis) don't keep your protection to mum and big sis again, it doesn't worth, please... if you want to help any one of us, just help dad better, dad old already, he need care and concern, but you seems never care with him, he felt so disappointed with you, maybe you don't knowhow me and dad live with those two Jerk and cruel women in our house, mum always keep damn die with her money, and sis just will put on her son with us, you don't know how tired we're at here, treat us like a dog, i tried to be good and want to be more obey what her want, but it's seems never work, she just know how to blaming at us only...
i'm tired enough, because of her, i can't continue my study, because of her, i can't find my own future, because of her, i saw my dad upsetting all the time... big sis also, hate her!!! doesn't know preciated people's giving, damn think that she so rich, eventhought she's not, always give trouble to dad, i'm sicking with this stupid family again... i 'm tired also... i can't even manage my family, my friends, my works, my lifestyle... everything was so suck today... life seems hard to walk through, hard and hard... what a bad day for me.. .. .. when'll this gonna end...
i lost my family, and i lost with my best friend also... i hate my life...