arr... everything was so suck, can't describe with word. tiredness covered my life... sometimes quite hate to live in this kind of family, sigh... really so tired God, i don't even know what should i do again, so on with sis and dad, because of mum, everything getting worse and worse, no one can help us except God can do so. but how i gonna tell God about that huh? maybe certain things we should keep one eye open one eye close, so that no more argue or conflic will appear among us again... why? do we did something wrong? something that hurt them? no, i knew what actually happen, my dad and sis also knew about it too, but we can't do anything... nothing that we can do again... not at all... please... set us free from this...