struggle with something... don't know what

should i do for now, sometimes life really so hard,

maybe because we don't know what would happens

for the next day, thats why we keep think think

and think what should i do for tomorrow, or what

's going happen tomorrow, i'm christian, and i know

we shouldn't worry about tomorrow, but could you

do so? i can't, sometimes i will think and try to predict

what will happen for tomorrow, at least we can prevent

or get ready with preparation for tomorrow...

unusual matter always happen in my life,

not me only, but i believe everyone people

in this earth also will faced with this

trouble too, work, family, love, friend, entertainment....

all of this stuff always get us into abnormal mentally state, haha!

sound harsh right? anyway, just kidding...

for me, way to better life, is diffilcult, but i should

keep work hard to reach them, i hope my life could

be better, just like what i always wish for, every years

on my birthdate, i'll wished for the same wishes again again

and again, but seems never comes true, just wherever i been,

near or far, i'll keep on praying hope that my wish comes true...

hahaha, thats funny, praying for impossible wish... just like pick the

star for myself, sure God don't know how to realized it, terrible

wish... arrrr....