like the usual, doing the same thing all
the time... felt tired recently,
don't know why this suddenly appear in my mind...
something struggling my mind... a matter that i don't
really like actually, but why seems forcing me to do so,
i keep on silent, but it doesn't mean that i obey, but just
be patient and try to respected the decision...
day getting harder than before... i 'm start tired... dull... down...