it's me again, again for blogging, seems had been long time didn't take my time to blogging at here
harsh ! too many things happens during these few weeks... God, please forgive those who have
did something that You not really like... put so much time and energy to our chinese Praise Team,
but seems one of them didn't appreciated what have all we done and passed together before,
our drummer, the one who leaved us suddenly, what a big supprise for me, just straight went away
after the chinese sunday service ended, but we still have second praise for Sunday Youth Service,
how dare he go away by just put by a msg only? what would that mean for me? GOd? every member among us?
we have been pracice such a long period, and you just go away ? what would that be? when i called you
by phone, you just told me that somebody had put you a bad comment and critic about your druming skill,
and you told me that you're so tired and want to rest, FIne! what about me? i've been work hardly for God
such a long time, but i never put any tired words as my reason to stop serving to GOd, even tought
many churches doesn't like or agree with my works also, you said your drumming skill is lag, but
why will still i play drum too? i practice hardly, but i never said that i'm tired because of people
doesn't recorgnized my experty, but i play with all my best to God, Now, i need to replace your status,
too much thing to carry on guys, why don't you think maturely what would that be for everyone of us?
i have recruit More instrument to make our team can play better to God, violin, stage piano, keyboard,
bass, Guitar, electric guitar, drum set, percussion, vocalist, all of this i need musician/people to play it.
anyway, i'm not blamming at you, just hope you can understand what's the purpose when you standing and play drum
at stage, not for yourself, but for God, even everyone is blamming or critic on you, but God only the one
who know everything, what i hope just a simple demand, just wish everyone of praise team member can
bare up God's work together, share our tiredness and trouble together, that what mean a Team Member live for,
don't give up to serve God, put away our selfish attitude, follow Him.