no matter how hard that i try, 

i'm still alone... 

no one will know about my appearance, 

even my name, i'm tired to be there, 

a place that we called as Church, 

again and again the worst thing come 

to me, how people look at me, how people 

think of me, they all didn't care at all, 

coz they just care someone that they thing

are expert in God's serve. and i 'm just 

a little boy hanging around them, just an ordinary people...

but i know, i just want to serve for God, the only one who

know about my everything, the One who never 

leave me alone and love me so much...

Thank you God, to be with me...