what would that be if our life getting hard than before???

everyone has problems of its own,

but they can only pass through the extent of which can,

i can only say that, try your best to make your life better...

don't give up easily, do the right way, make it become the

guide for your life... Friends! aza aza Fighting!!!!!!

April.

really tired lately, working non-stop,

all of this seems as one who has no purpose in life ...

I wait to leave, just to leave alone ...

God, did I not helpful? loads from life...

tired life... She seems can't help anything, sometimes will burdening me... i just hope she can understand me, understand that i'm not in easy life...hope she not blaming and nagging at me, i can't give what she want... she didn't know what we called hard life... she not understand, coz she borned in blissful life...

this is the day that i should say. Happy birthday to hung pak! Yeah !

have a nice birthday ya dude! sorry for didn't spend time together in this

birthday, but i hope today will be the memory k! even breakfast and lunch doesn't worth

costly, but it's put a blessing heart from me to you k! God Blessed you Bro...

last few days ago, i went to sandakan airport for amending flight for our CEO,

actually i just accompany HungPak to get some fresh air than just sitting inside

office all day long, and while waiting for the feedback, we took a short tea time

at there, and i saw a weird flight's land way, just like what we have been pass through

in our life, just keep on fly and land in the same way, seems no other way to go

anymore... dull life, tired life...

a faithful night for tonight,

doing nothing for my dinner,

just cooked some dishes as my

instant dinner before go to church...

lets take a look, new menu!

tofu shrimp!

sunday night... stay alone at home,
all of my family go travel to KK and KL
for this 5days, ok, and me, because of my job,
serve and study that not allowed me to do so...
fine, just finished having my dinner, cooked by myself,
sound great right? haha! sure ! ok...
felt wanna vomit, forehead burn like a hell,
thats mean that i'm sick!!! wet by rain just
now at church, sigh... so suffer, but i need to
finish all of my assignment now, coz deadline will
be held on tomorrow... damn !!! arrrrrr....
please give me sometime GOd! working, study...
thats not as easy as what we think... it's hard,
damnly hard... so tired... seems wanna give up...
surrender... i don't want lose....

dramatic changes in weather caused many problems,

natural disasters is indeed scary...

friends, beware wherever you're k!

Take care all the time too k!

let me know that you all are fine if situation allowed you to do so...

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"北斗三星" , thats what have remind me to something...
" when was you see the star, thats when i was think of you ... "
Friends, take care wherever you are, whatever you do...
even i can't be there for you, but my pray will be reach for you...

sleep yet??? it's time supposed to sleep now,
i took my bed early recently, around 10 pm
then "offline", tired, thats what make me sleep
early, but for tonight, i gonna finish my
assignment before go to bed, i should upload
it due to next weekend, ok, fine, almost
done k! don't worry !
next week mum, dad and sis will gonna travel
to KL for their holiday this year, and me,
ya, stay at home, sound stupid right ?
but what can i do, i can't take leave
for my current job, and so one with my study
too, exam will be held soon, arrr...
whatever, just hope everything will be fine,
no pressure, no sick, no troublesome,
that what i hope so...
tell you all, day getting tired than before,
felt that burden getting heavy, hard....
comfort me God... who gonna be my side now...

hard life... mid term will be held tomorrow,
need to study and do preparation for tomorrow
coz i still need to work for a half day,
never mind i still able to leave more earlier
tomorrow, thanks God for the blessed...
Thanks God...
many of the problem that occurred recently,
but it is difficult to explain it with words, anyway,
i still owe to continue the story of mine right? ah ha,
ok, not for today also, whenever i free, i'll
share it with you k!
a big blessed for my dude, Ken, Yixing, Susu and Vui Yuan
take care at there wherever you're k!

$$$$$$ money money money!!!!

everything in this world need money !!!!

arrrr, i hate this !

i'm gonna pay this and that...

salary for this month doesn't

enough for me, aikss, whatever, just

try to be more saver...

ok! Anneongaseyo!

here i am, the one who took this

blogger place as conscience conner,

day by day, time tick quickly,

time doesn't allowed me to stop

by, keep on working, serving... bla bla bla....

when would that day will come, day that

appears and allow me to wake up lately,

lean back to sofa and watch tv ...

no way, thats won't be happen to me...

maybe got, but the day is still far away

from me... ah... tired... tired...

summer summer summer.... hot days recently,

thats the only words that i can said right now,

currently waiting yin ching at church here, doing nothing,

just able to blogging with my net book completely with

new WiFi at office, huhu, great that jun cheng didn't

switch off the Modem, and me, the lucky one who still

able to blogging outside the roof!!!!! hoho...

bored, everyone is meeting right now, i should go home

and take a nap right now, but unfortunately, she doesn't

allowed me to go home, arrrrr, waiting like a fool... T.T

ok, just now i fetched those kids back their own home,

huhu, what a lucky children, and the one who i concern was

YiMin, huhu, last few weeks ago, i offered to pick her up back

to her granny home, but few times she rejected it, just reasoning

that her mum will come to fetch her, ermmmm, it's i'm look

like a Kidnapper for her? LOL, haha! but today, she got

in church van quitely without any notice, huhu, i just realized

it when i started drove out from church, huhu, ok! thats

might make she think that i'm

not as cruel as what she think, i'm friendly you know !

and the other was took the chance to chat and play with

me also, oh yeah ! i can prove that i'm friendly to kids and youth

k! next! a new month begin again for tomorrow, march, ouch!

salary day! pay here and pay there~ money doesn't make

sense to me, i should budget to what will i spend for! ok!

fine!!!!! i should stop here, pps is waiting for me ! bye dude!

a wonderful life doesn't come by self...

what would that be for our future???

don't we ever think about that?

what will that be if our life will be end tomorrow...

huhu, thats what my mind think about..

friend? family? God? which one will come first?

i might use it to God, family, then friends...

i get to work everyday like usual,

went to OUM every weekend and do almost

the same thing all the time, waiting here for my friends

to back and gathering with them, lot of thing that

i wanna share with you all, but don't know

how to talk about it, worry that you all bore or maybe

will getting forget about me, hmmm, i don't know also,

haihzz... i think my day will be interesting when you all are

back to me, haha!!! sound great right ? ya, thats what i felt

right now...

planning to having great gathering with my those buddies

during christmas and CnY, unfortunately, yuan need to flight

back to KL for her studies, but during the CnY, xing and susu

back to NZ again, uhhu, hard thinking about that... everything

is changed, so one with the people around, aikss, so difficult to

find a trusted friends around, but for me, except Wai Hung was

the only one that i can put on to, Xing, Yuan and Susu was the

person that fluent to my life too, it's been 6 years as we are

getting know with each other, many things happen between

the six years also, honestly, it's a wonderful six year for me,

i still remember how i take my own teen age to being together

with Xing, haha, it's quite funny when think about that, just can said

sorry to xing for my unresponsiblity, i hurted her so much,

keep on put many excuses to make her disappointed, hmmm,

just remember that the last day when i said break up with her

my life was changed, sorry for the unreasonable break up...

arrr, zzz.... sleepy, i think i'll continue the further story about this

for the next post k! night night everyone! zzzzZZZZZZZ~~~~~~~

it's a life, that's what we called always when things going suck!!!!
hoho, anyway, i use to it everytime when i get into trouble...
5 more days to go for the end of month, salaryzzzzzzzz!!!!
i seems used a lot of money during this feb month, arrrr...
burden comes to me~
one more things, my stupid mini hp cannot start properly, harddisk
damage!!!!!!! all data lost in one minute !!!!!!!! suckk!!!!!!! Yuck!!!!
sigh sigh.... i lost all of my picture collection, damn heart pain...
hell hectic!!!!!!!!
someone can buy me a new external harddisk please... T.T

hi there! it's been a long time i didn't blogging at here since the day that i started get in year of 2011, just less actually, just wanna tell all of you that, life is hard, but it's depends on us how we manage our life to become wonderful and colourful. not everyone know what they're live for, maybe some of them live for nothing or future, but don't we ever think wisely that, it's we can reach to what we have expected for our future??? some people dream of success, while others wake up and work hard at it, which kind of people that we supposed to be??? the kind of dreaming of success or wake up early in the morning and work hard at it??? thats the decision might make change our life, even we cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust the sails, tune it to what we expected for our life, i know even thats hard, but at least it worth, it can satisfy our needed and fulfill what we hard for. what the point to live in this world while there's an ending in front of us? just live for Jesus, that won't make ending appear in our life, even the day is end, but our life still willing to live in side of Jesus, thats my life, even sin came across me, but i know, only God can forgive what we have done, sorry God for the wrong and mistake that i done, just hope nothing can changed our relation between You and me, thanks God for your mercyful, I love You God... thanks ...

like the usual, doing the same thing all
the time... felt tired recently,
don't know why this suddenly appear in my mind...
something struggling my mind... a matter that i don't
really like actually, but why seems forcing me to do so,
i keep on silent, but it doesn't mean that i obey, but just
be patient and try to respected the decision...
day getting harder than before... i 'm start tired... dull... down...

the day has began, new voice of heart, never realized what actually happens,
remain the lasting memory inside my heart, let all the truth runs freely,
till when they meet with the liar, everything will be done...

By Biao

time seems passed quickly, when turn back to the previous time before,

everything seems changed a lot, people around, keep on their life just for

nothing, now, 2011 is came, a brand new year, a new hope to start everything

new, begin to do more meaningful matter to God, why we are here?? the answer, just for God, when everything is end, there is nothing that we can bring a long with us, the door to heaven is narrow, just can get into it with nothing , but only with the spirit that you bring...

serve God as much that you can, only that your life will be more faith and meaningful, maybe tired will weak you down, but never mind, coz god will give you strength and source of energy that won't ever end... just trust in Him, and everything will be done... God, i love you...