let it be...

hey there!!! night night night mare ne... last few days ago, yap ching told me thatshe dreamed of me ne, hahaha, funny funny funkie...ya, i know that she missed me a lot, ((( kidding))) nevermind, i knew that she just wanna make me happy then...okie, MUET exam 'll be coming soon, arrr...still can't concerntrate in study ne, thinking of how i gonna planning my time within theseweeks, nevermind, i'll try my best de ne...
Hung pak now getting stop with his sewing lesson, arrr, after what he've read from my blog here last few days ago, felt guilty ne, doesn't noticed that he really stop learning sewing from YeeLing de ne... he said that he won't change his own mindwith Yan de ne, ya, sorry for misunderstood with you bro, thats what i worry with you always then, just don't want got anything happens with you, hug hug ya !!! actually, you still can learn sewing from Yee Ling de , don't worry, i'll keep watching with you, k!
Khen ne, arrr, still with those self-esteem attitude, hmmm, not really like with him, should give more chance to peopleand learn how to respect people and teacher, always mention about his mistaken, but never heard with my advice, think himself're the clever one, but don't he ever try to respect other people when talk or do something??? ruderude rude, sorry for my "overheating" words, can't stand for hide...please, coz he never care what's people's feel, hurt, or injureda piece of weak heart, not everyone can stand for his kind of attitude, useless for advice, coz he think he was the truth one, no matter how many i give an advice to him, it could change his mind, instead, i'm the one been scold by him, ya, not the first time... felt tired even being with him all the time, coz i need to keep alert all the time while talking or do something... he told me thathis Pastor At church was complaining with him about his attitude, ya, actually, you should behave yourself and try to accept what people advice with you, especially "pastor"were told you so, not to stab their advice at behind k, thinkprobably, RESPECT everyone even they're younger than you, so on with me, i'm older than you, so, please keep your voice and action manners, don't always keep slap or do something that i don't like you to did it to me... please REspect me!i'm your friend, not a dog... try to learn from HUng pak what you're supposed to learn...hell hectic.....
Chin, arrr, he still owe me rm20 ne, but hung was the most pity one, coz chin still owing him rm60 ne, chin chin chin, you should pay us back ASAP, we broke already... been sue bankrap sooner, haha...
dynne, sorry for scolded you las few days ago, ya, maybe too seriously while talking with you, add with noisy environment, haha...not really related with that de actually. time getting rush with song practicing, thats why my brain was flamed out then, sorry ya !!!peace peace...
carol, hey you little brat, well done with your tagged's layout ne, i like it so much, and thank for the cute comment too ya, errr, don't play too much computer games ya, not good for your eye de, hence you already wear spec, then you should take good care with your eye then... lol...
about those three girls that sat beside us, hmmm, ya, long time didn't chitchat-ing with them as often as before, but khen and hung much more closed with them compared with me, suddenly noticed that they're seems more closer with certain kind of friends, definately, not kind of mine... ya, even we meet at somewhere, they seems doesn't know me at all, ???? or might they really didn't see with my apprearance??? might it be??? do have anything wrong that being a friend with me??? ya, kind of reality world doesn't realized the meaning of true friend. who can be the first of all???
k, about me, sure all of you wanna know how cruel that i was...well, i'll tell you now, don't think that i'm the perfect one, butmaybe the one that can't match with each of them thats why always nagging about their attitude, always spot their mistaken and weakness, ya, i admit that...ain't for that... sometimes i always keep away from them, worry they 'ld think i'm so bothering, annoying and so on, making me become the negatively with few of them, i'm not stupid, i know how important of friends were're, maybe i'm the dumb one, but at least i know, i shouldn't make each one of their heartinjured or broken by my act and words...maybe i'm not realized that i'm hurted them, sorry... i shouldn't be the selfish one... sorry guys for that, maybe one day, when the day of mine was end, i'll bless you all...