hey there, once again for dizziness what suppose i type for now, dubiosly about people around me, i meant friends actually... arrr... stupid thinking, lets talk about my life during these few day recently, yeah, life quite nice then, but school work seems always making me felt tiredly.failed in Eco subject, the rest still okie, but kindly better than failed at all. 4 months to go for officially STPM examination. sniff sniff... haven't do any preparation for that, keep on thinking what should i do to make my own result getting better than previous result, " study hard " hmmm, no way, cannot concentrate at my study at all , why?? arr, you're not suppose to ask why if you know what actually happens to my family during this half passed year ago. worriying about my mum's healthy and so on my dad, hope everything'll be fine, working around for earning some income for myself, wish can reduce my dad's burdens, he getting older and weaker... ok, done with family's matters.. now, friends friends friends, yeah, viewing a few picture that i took with khen, ling, keat and kiun start making me feel so miss with them then, but maybe distance and some problem were currupting our relation, maybe we 're not closed enough, but hope they'ld still remember with me then, don't ever forget with me k !!! remember the promises that we make before... Churches... yuck !!!!!! hate few of them, Fake people, fake fake fake, acting like a guilty people infront of me, hey you , please don't make that guilty face with me ok!!! no need pretend any emotional face k, i hate with your attitude k, felt like wanna vomit everytime facing with you, smelly breath!!! God please forgive my sin causing by my critic to other people, but i really can't stand for hidding my own angriest.. .. .. sniff.. .. .. because of him, i been spotted to become a counter-peace of people at church, him??? he's the one old people that managing the worship's team at Church, we called him as the "ChairMan Of Worship Team" thats what i called him as long he being a leader then, hehe, i knew that i'm the type of anti of some counter ordered of people, i won't obey to do something that i don't like to do, so, i have my own opinion and decide wuth certain matter, huh, but you always forcing me to do things that i ain't to do so.. .. .. so get off from me, i have decided to put down my post as guitarist at Praise Team after this month, yeah, felt so happy with my this wisely decision,so that i can take another post at church that i like ne.. no more burden and regretting for my decision.. haha, but i heard Yuan also wanna getting out from Praise Team also, but the real decision, haven't verify yet... please wait patiently for the next post k! Cheng still will keeping his post at there, ya, i know with his kindly situation at there then, hope everything will be fine for him !! Gambateh !!! so on with Xing, no comment about her ne... Gambateh Too ya !!!
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