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update again for my blog, again and again, sometimes really didn't know what should i type everytime when i login to my blogger site... seems getting strange with myself, just like what i felt towards with my friends...friends again for this time, i know that sometimes i should be more concern with my friends around me,arrr... but i don't really think they need my concerning, secret... secret would be the gap within us... because they're hiding their secret without expose it with other people, emmm, i meant share, haha... maybe they doesn't meaning to do so, or doesn't have anyone can be trusted so, well... i think i can be the trusted one, sure i can... but i hope each one of you can give your trust with me... hmmm, lets talk about people around, start from friends, okie, during these few days, yuan and puppet seems getting mad than before, started inviting me for having a drink sometimes, oh yeah, sound great, but seems so weird with their kindly attitude, haha, maybe bored taking part in their life, of freedom go towards to them ... okie, not for that, Jun Cheng, seems can put down his own upset burden that covered with him since last few weeks ago, after break with yuan. long injured for him, nevermind bro, keep Gambateh ya !!! about yuan, some rumous about her, how should i describe what actually happens wit her huh?? hmmm, ok, first, yuan make decision to break with Jun Cheng actually is because she got other's "admire", you know what i mean??? errr, easy words, she have a new target(male), she changed her mind, maybe she really love with that guy, actually i also didn't know, is that true??? i just heard it from " someone" ,but when i ask her, honestly, she strongly deny what i said about, but seems everyone take a point to reconize about that true, by the way, "people" said that, the guy seems getting cold with yuan, so, yuan keep hidding her own problem, but i still in my thinking that, seems hard to believe, after observed with her attitude, she always would got a called, or msg everytime we hagging out together, i sure that is not her Mum of dad, or someone that we know, thats what i sure about, her action quite gave me a negative thinking with her, should i keep on trust with her??? i know that friends should keep on trusted with each other, but if she's the wrong one, should i continue with my thinking to do so??? love is blind, even thought you know thats wrong, but you still will go for it, don't you think that you're so stupid to do so??? please, you're not easy to take your own freedom back. and now, you want to get back with your previuos life??? getting controlled by someone??? i still remember what have you told with me, you said you want a new freedom and a new life by your own, but why you still go toward to the life that you hate before??? please, love yourself, don't let people get the chance to talk about you, thats what i told you always, anyway, if that is your decision, i still will support with you always, don't worry, keep going to whatever you want to do, important, you must happy with every step that you take, don't make yourself felt regret and disappointed k, i'll keep on praying for you always, God bless you always ya yuan!
by: biao :)