hi there... it's been long time didn't having my time at blogger site here...
honestly there was something happens during these few month, all the time when i wasn't
able to blogging....not at all, seems lost my way, seems lost a lot of things when
the day i've decided certain things by myself... i've tried my best to do the best of mine...
but why seems never satisfied with everything have i done??? tiredness getting start across
my soul, my mind... when the day i try to keep going, sure there was a bound of troubleness...
please... please... understand me~~~

i've started my further education at OUM, ya, working with my dad also, quite tired, need to
keep alert to what tutor teach about, a bit suffer, but i'll try my best too...
working part, keep learning from my dad also, even though got alot of work, but it's really gave a lot
of experience to me, something that i've never facing with... working took almost all of my time...
i didn't have time during at day sometimes at night also, many of people around me seems getting far
away from me, hmmm... how can i say... really so sorry about that, maybe you all think that i get crazy with work, ya, fine, i admit it, i need earn money for my family, i want my family can enjoy with a comfortable life, so on with my future, i should keep on working for my career and keep on study for my future, thats my way, my target...
but please, give me support to do so, i need care... even the one who was closed to me, also seems never supporting with my work... really really so disappointed... instead, the one who i never keep expected before, always keep comforting me with a lot of comfort and support, thanks...