Tuesday

Love????? #6

the day of waiting quite make people feel so tired and dizzy. sometimes when we just keep on spot with certain things, thats will make us disappointed boundly, seemingly give us a big testimony whether we really love with someone or not, thats the point. For me, love is a wonderful things in this world,

哥林多前书13:4-8
4爱是恒久忍耐,又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒,不自夸,不张狂;5不作失礼的事,不求自己的益处,不轻易动怒,不计较人的过犯;6不喜欢不义,只喜欢真理。7爱是凡事包容,凡事相信,凡事盼望,凡事忍耐。8爱是永存不息的。先知的讲道终必过去,方言终必停止,知识终必消失。

thats what have bible said so. why love really important to our life? why we need love?? honestly, i really enjoyed and felt happy with my life right now, i got a wonderful and faithfuness love among, she bring a lot of love and care for me when the day i stepped into realistic world, i scare i'll be the loser again, but faith of love gave me more brave and confidence to love her, sometimes i'm not really sure or believe God that He will send His present to me, He know what i need actually, He sent her to me, He told me to take care and love her aboundantly and appreciated the precious her in my life. but seeems most of the time i never take good care of her wisely besides make her felt so disappointed oftenly, sorry God, sorry Ching, i don't know what still can i do right now, i don't wantto lost her in my life God, please... don't take her back away from me. i still remember she was the one who always concern with me always at church, hmmm, i told to God that she kindly was a nice and pretty good girl, i told a lot of things about her with God, i believed sure God 're laughing at me right now, i keep my praying for her everynight just want her to be more happier and blissful with her life, that time i don't know whether i can being with her for the rest of my life or not, but nevermind, i still wanna love and keep on praying for her always. i'm not mind whether she will belong to me or not that time, till the day when i told God that " God, i felt that i fall in love with Yin Ching, what should i do God??? " i asked God to not giving trouble to me from separated her from someone, but everything seems goes towards to my side, i tried to protect and care her from being hurt by others, i told God, " God i want to protect her, please allowed me to do so, give me strengh and faith to do so..." yup1 thats what God have gave me a lot of blessed during that moments, thanks God, thanksGod...
to be continue....

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