Let the God tell me, what should i do.

ok! once again, Happy Birthday to My friend Vui Yuan! HappyBirthday!!!!

hoho! she's getting older, like everyone of us... anyway, just hope all the best for her

birthday, no matter what happens, just keep on praying to god, Keep your passion

and faith to God ya! just want to said sorry for what have i done within this long years...

might make you felt suck with certain things, ya, i knew it, hoho, but it's won't be the

nightmare k! Cheers Up! hoho! Have a Nice Birthday K!

God, i'm tired you know, the way is so hard for me right now...

all the tasks come towards to me during this few days,

works was getting into trouble now, gonna lossing a lot

of money, we need to bare up my sis and her two kids for

now, during our finance crisis, relationship also get into

argue state, studies can't go properly, because of that, i can't even

sleep well recent... how i gonna stuck with this worse situation God...!

dad keep struggle with his company and work, he also can't sleep well

everynight, coz i always heard he watch tv alone at midnight,

think for the better solved for his work, and me, seems can't help too

much, just can think the alternative way for my dad... sigh... two hours

ago, just received a msg from YinChing, ya, thats all my fault, i knew it,

i bare up all the fault, i don't even know what have i done...

she said i never understand and care with her, but don't her ever

concern what have i done with her???but you seems doesn't know about that, i took my time, and my everything to fulfill your needed, and now you said that i never concern about you??? please don't compare me with the others, i need to bare up my family, i don't have anything, thats what have i told you last time, why you still didn't understand??? when the time i need you, where're you???

when the time i need your support, you blame at me...

God,

am i loser in this life??? put my tears in your hand God,

you told me that tears was a precious give from you, last time

when i was in trouble, i cried, but You hold my heart

and told me that, "Son, Thats just a taks from Me, Trust Me,

and i'll hold your hand till the end..." i know thats

the way what should i do that time, Follow You,God...

but now, the other tasks happen on me again, will You say the same words

to me as last time??? i'm getting lost with my way, i can't hold on god...

14/10... birthdate for Kit Kit, haha, happy birthday bro, all the time together doesn't

make me felt any depression, thanks for your friendship all the time dude....

no nothing for your birthday present, just a cheap BathBrush that i bought from watson, haha...

hope you like it, useful for you also... anyway, i just dont want to buy some useless thing for you, at least buy some thing that you suppose to... haha... Happy Birthday once again!

ah! got fever last two days ago...

darn headache and keep sneezing also...

capsule become the stuff that

must i bring everyday, work, church ,

anyway... maybe work getting busy and make

my lifestyle become messy and unmanagable,

sometimes would forgot to drink and eat also,

keep concerntrated with certain matter...

anyway.. i don't want any of my beloved getting

sick just like me, keep your healthy stay k guys!

struggle with something... don't know what

should i do for now, sometimes life really so hard,

maybe because we don't know what would happens

for the next day, thats why we keep think think

and think what should i do for tomorrow, or what

's going happen tomorrow, i'm christian, and i know

we shouldn't worry about tomorrow, but could you

do so? i can't, sometimes i will think and try to predict

what will happen for tomorrow, at least we can prevent

or get ready with preparation for tomorrow...

unusual matter always happen in my life,

not me only, but i believe everyone people

in this earth also will faced with this

trouble too, work, family, love, friend, entertainment....

all of this stuff always get us into abnormal mentally state, haha!

sound harsh right? anyway, just kidding...

for me, way to better life, is diffilcult, but i should

keep work hard to reach them, i hope my life could

be better, just like what i always wish for, every years

on my birthdate, i'll wished for the same wishes again again

and again, but seems never comes true, just wherever i been,

near or far, i'll keep on praying hope that my wish comes true...

hahaha, thats funny, praying for impossible wish... just like pick the

star for myself, sure God don't know how to realized it, terrible

wish... arrrr....

why life is so hard...

Happy birthday to MEEEEE!!! fine and thanks to who have greeting to me k! hope all the best for you all too oh k! so on with the Facebook sites that noticed a lot of ex classmate and friends sent a greeting msg to me, nice thanks for all !!!! last night Yuan and Xing was the earliest one who greeting to me, YA, thanks alot, really thanks to all of you both, thought that both of you already forgot about our friendship because of certain matter,anyway, just hope all the best for all wherever you been k! let the blessed from God covering all of your day and life... hwaiting!!!!

following by Yin Ching, haha, who're the one the third people was greeting to me where she just woke up early in the morning, haha, nice greeting to fulfill my day! thanks ! then, Xiang bing the forth,my sis Fion, Susu, Li Keat i think so, Coz i forgot who was the unknown number from, but i guess it wont be others but her... haha, thanks too, then, at evening, kit kit was the one who not miss to do so, thanks again bro!!! haha...

what would that be huh? 21th will come soon,

erm... thats might an usual day for me,

and i'll be damn in age of 21 guys!!! hahaha...

felt that getting older than before, study, work, and so on always

make my life become busy, anyway, just hope everything will be fine.

guys, lets take the time to think more about future, it's thats the way

what we want??? there's no turning point in age, but at least

you can turn it as long as you still alive, when you know thats

wrong or not the way belong to you, don't fear to deciced it by yourself k!

for me, i know where should i go for, at least i try to relised my dream,

study hard, work hard, honestly, thats not an easy way, struggle to deciced

whether keep on going or giving up, whatever, i still can bare up for everything right now...

just hope when the day i can't, i hope that will be share with someone...

could it be????

how can it be~

put on my hand~ under the rain~

how could a rain can break my heart~

raining~

ok! listen you all !

nice movie for all... thats gonna make you cry k? so

remember take your tissue around before you watch it k!