30/04/2008

yea!!!! today is the last day that i'll been

here de ne.. i mean work at office here, ikiki...

hard to described my

feel right now...

happy??? sad ??? not so..

yea! really so amusing me de ne...

even that i'll leave, but i still will

keep connection with blogging

world de ne...

but not the online world... okie ??? !!!

nuts.... ikikiki...

just finished with my last work at here,

everythings was fine at here,

no lost no miss more for here,

sure for that... snift snift...

almost 4month that i've

been work at here de le,

lol... really such a damn long

time de , why ??? COz this is my

first time working such so

relax and silly work place at here

... GUlp..

haha....actually not bad de ,

just got a bit bored when

nothing to do... besides, i knowthat God really

gave such so wonderful

work place to me dene...

free lunch, free tea break, hey !!

where you gonna find

such so good de working place hu ???

i think you all won't ever found

it , so just keep with your dreaming

ok?? lol....

still thinking what should

i type for today ..

sigh... always

with this hardly thinking with..

lol.... so hate with this felt every time

when i blogging at here de ne..

never mind, just take a

rest for today ... ikiki...

so farewell guys !!

muakszzzzz !!!

28/04/08

gotcha !!!!!!!!

lol..... haha.... i'm back again ne...

Gosh, three day to go then i will be disappear

from online world de ne..

lolx....

form6 in take will be start on 12/05/2008

soon, so wanna prepare a lot

of stuff needed for

soon, hope everything can

going trough smoothly

yeah, sure there are...

hehe... besides, not all of my those bud

have a good planning

for their education, seems got few

of them was gave up already,

sigh sigh sigh...

hard to described their

feel...

hard to believed that

many of them rather to keep working

with the damn cheap

salary than continue

with their education...

Gosh, hey ! please wake up man,

you will regret if

you do the decision de ne..

sob sob...

sad for their part as well...

anyway, GoOd LuCk for them..

ikikiki....

yea.... lets see...

this labour day is my last day

working at here, so sure is

the last day i will blogging at

here in office here de ne...

never mind, sure i can't keep

online with my laptop de

ne, hope won't get

any problem for that

de ne... haha...

seems so hetic with this

tim...

ikikiki....

22/04/08

sigh sigh sigh....

one week to go ne,then i'll

be leaving here for such

a period de lo..

maybe will less online

and sure will

disconnected with online

world .... nuts...

sure for that... Coz i will continue

my education in Form 6 sooner..

fight for my future...lol..

ikiki...hard to described that

felt, seems don't want

go back to

that temple school

de le...

*GUlp*

lol.........

what can i do.. thats my decision

to do so... no one forcing at me to study at there

but i know, my way still far away from here,

i've got a lot of mission that

need to be complete,

so you Guys just waiting and see

whats my mission along this

10years..

sure got a lot of interesting experience

that will towards to my life

sooner...

i know that,sure!

but hope i can keep patience

and strengh during that moment,

Coz its not a easy lesson

that can pass easily,

but its need a lot of patience, strengh, passion,

love, and faith to facing with those

situation... just let the rain cry for me...

let the sunshine smile for my part

as well... i know God love me...

18/04/08

yippie! ! !

blog again ne... lol... even just missed

a few days for blogging,

but still will so miss to blog at here de ne...

lol...anyway, just hope can share all

the story of my life at here de ne...

yea, since this few days, my life become

more happier than before de le..

why??? hmmm, Shhhhhh...

thats the secret..

haha...

actually nothing de , hmmm, i think maybe my dear

friends was bring a lot of happiness

to me lo, ya, sure for that ... just wanna

let the world know how blissful that i was...

ha ha ha...

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ya, today is friday, still thinking what

should i do , and also what should i type

at here, think hardly, lol... sob sob..

nothing to type de ne..

well... its doesn't matter

can think or not, my life still

will keep going with time de ne..

so i will appreciated all the time

that have been gave by God de le..

haha...

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hooray ! finally i found the

AVI short movie of " touch" movie de ne..

not bad de ne..

ikikiki....

so take a look! ^@^

ROBBED????

whaT?????? li keat been ROBBED????

lol... i've been told that li keat was robbed

by two student at mile 4 there...

GOsh, such a big bag bug news

that i heard before de le...

*gulp*

so hard to feel what has she experienced

from this incident..

wasai, how dare that two malay boy robbed a

weak dumb silly de girl le??

lol... sorry for that words...

aikss, felt so scary when i heard so, Coz even she was drived,

that two robber able to robbed her de na,

you see, how braved that

they have, lol...

but they really is a Cruel people de you know,

they still wanna punched her even that they

know she are not able

to fight with them de le...

wasai.. so scary de le, but luckily

that two robber did'nt have any knife

de le, otherwise, R.I.P. liau de lo..

HEY, i'm telling the truth de le,

not curse with her de oh...

just wanna tell the truth that

those robber really

dare to do anything even any type of criminal...

thats why i always mention that don't

always walk around with friends

like that de ... even that

nearly to resident area, there still have

a lot of risk around de ... aiksszz...

what can i do, people sometimes

so stubborn and so yai yai de..ikiki

lol... never mind, hope they all can be guai guai soon...haha

=.="

anyway, just be more carefull when hanging around,

or maybe can prevent with learn some

Black Belt or maybe Monk...

yea, i guess so

lol...

16April08 the truth**

lol... is me again ne...

hehe... yea, free again for today..

ikiki, why??eh, i think maybe is really so

free gua.. lol..i've post a chinese version blog into last post de le,

sure all of you will asking why de le..

hehe... actually nothing de, just felt so weird with chinese words, besides

wanna learn and knowing with this old *friend*~

lol... chinese words actually have beauty and interested

meaning that its can consider as...

but maybe many of us never take a

serious thinking with it..

never mind, you all will know the importance

of chinese language sonner,

that time, don't try to blame me that not

telling with you ah,

haha...

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=.="

只有眼泪知道``*

平凡的日子从我们身边淌过,不平凡的记忆从我们脑海中划过,

希望那些瞬间会变成永恒!很多时候过去是无从想念的。

遗失了发黄的小照片,遗失了曾经保存很多的东西,遗失了枯萎的记忆。

伸出手抓不到任何东西。

也许,总有些东西会留在生命最底处,深深浅浅的痕迹,当心轻轻拂过,

已不会感到疼痛,只有一份麻木。

喝着咖啡,苦苦的滋味。

快乐与忧伤一切都已成为过去,依然能感受到的,那份真实与感动,虚伪与悲伤。

眼泪,悄悄滴落在咖啡杯里,透明的液体。

记得有人说过:“当你的眼泪忍不住要流出来的时候,睁大眼睛,千万别眨眼

,你会看到世界由清晰到模糊的全过程,

心,在眼泪落下的那一刻变得清澈明晰！”

爱久了,成了一种习惯；痛久了,成了一道刻痕；恨久了,成了一种负担。

没有了激情的爱情,从火热走向平淡,或许,就是我们一直在追寻的一种永恒。

虽然,我们都不知道,这份平淡还是不是会那么的让人心醉?

只是等待,无论时间是否冲淡了一切,心,却在它原来的位置,

以它固执的方式,速度,执着地跳着``` “一个人在你的一生中,

遇见一个懂得用心爱你或是遇见一个值得你用心去爱的人,是幸福的。”

拥有的往往不是最好,因而也不会懂得珍惜。也许,这个时候,等待,比拥有更好！

爱情,只是一瞬间的感觉。

爱情不是奇遇,只是,当我们在奇遇中有了爱情,却早已注定了分离。

适合走到最后的人,从一开始就是为了彼此而生的。

“世上倘若有两个人注定要彼此相爱那么在他们相遇之前。

他和她的每一步都会朝着对方走去,不偏不倚,不管是多么的不可能”

我相信这一点。

相信冥冥中注定的相遇和分离。

有心的人,再远也会记挂对方。

无心的人,近在咫尺却远在天涯。

如果你的爱情停留在曾经,它只属于那个时间;如果你的爱情停留在生命,

它就会成为永恒,甚至超越永远！

或许,我们都想永远的忘记一些东西,比如伤痕,

我们想永远的抓住一些东西,比如心动。

安妮宝贝曾说过:“有些事情是可以遗忘的,有些事情是可以记念的,

有些事情是可以心甘情愿的,有些事情却一直无能为力。”

你会忘记一切,眼泪不会。也许,很久,我们都不会哭了,

无论受伤或者心疼,就这么冷眼的看着,或者在嘻笑打闹中,隐没了。

始终,眼泪伴随着时间，

不会融化```

以为,一切终将成为一张风干的标本```

只是,眼泪知道！

15april08

yea... i'm back again...

lol....

you know what?? today is tuesday oh,lol..

alone again de ne...ikiki

but nowsaday won't as free as usual,coz

i'm gonna quit from this job liau de lo, so must finish

and settle all those work

before i'm leave...

lol....not fire by boss la, actually is wanna study liau lo,

coz form 6 in take will be start lo, so must perpare for it,

i've already told it in the last few post before de

... =.="

okie ! anyway, i think sure will miss a lot with my this

site de... hehe... hmmm...

hard to described those felt when i'm meet

with loong just now, haihzz... he still so angry with me de le...

why???? lol... long story ..

everytime i'm wanna take the chance to

smile with him, sure he will run away or pretend didn't

know with me at all de ...

aikzz... wei! whose the victim hu???

i'm sure he know also ,

during my depression was covered me,

whose the person that

take the chance to

used me as a silly dumb people hu???

who ?? !!!

i sure he know what he

has done before...

i'm not meants that won't forgive him,

but i already try to forget what

he has done and

be a friend again with him...

but he seems like not going to accepted

that what he have done is

wrong, besides, blaming at me...

sure just at me only... you know!

so unfair le... why just me???

so headache izzit???

lol... sure me too...

whatever people have done with or said

with him, sure

he just will find my

weak and blaming at me...

so screwy le...

start is me, end also is me...

wei, izzit unfair??!!!

yea... i don't know....

just try to do my best de....

nothing that i can comment about this ...

*next*

stomachache again le... lol...

so moody oh, here pain there pain...

cannot concerntrate with

my work at all...

just thinking how to reduce

my stomachache le...

lol....

so dumb de me, go to toilet lo..

aikss...haha...

tata.... ^@^

friday for today...

OMG!!!

i'm bored again, Gosh... really so bored ne..

ish.. hard to described what i felt now..

hmmm.. nothing to do anymore, cOz i'm now just waiting for

end of this month, then, Zap Bao Fok and start with my new carrier, student

Again... *gulp*

hate it so much, but a bit happy..

lol...

sure so amuse de le, can meet with friends and lovely teacher again,

haha..lol...

hmmm... tonight still wanna come to church for song's practising

again oh, thats what i do every friday...

errrr...

ISh.... i hate you ... i hate i hate i hate you!!!

faker!!!! i'm not silly de , not the dump one ... i

actually know what actually happens all the time de, don't treat

me just like the nuttzzz.. ok!!! you love wa...

you just mention that you love, so??? just show me how you love with her so much

... just stop with your kiddy small act okie???

i hate it so much... yuck.... discussting....

but so disappointed having a friend just like you, sob sob...

back to the point, hmmm... hey, long time didn't hear the

sound from Khen, yea, guy where are you now hu???

just remember to date me ya !!! ok ???

must oh... muakzsssss

...

next

yea, hung pak le... hmmm, long time didn't meet with my this

bro liau tim... hmmm, sure wanna find some date with him sin can...

coz got a lot of things that

wanna share with him de ne..

he is my ear lai de le...

haha...

just hope can meet with all of those bud as soon

oh... lol... miss with them so much ne...

yea... hmm, what should i talk now hu ??? hmm, just pretend like a busy worker at here, lol... oh yea!!!!

tata... ^@^ love you all my dear..

Touch

Tatsuya Uesugi
The elder of the Uesugi twins. Seemingly selfish and lazy, Tatsuya's main quality is his altruistic nature. Naturally athletic, he lets his younger brother progress further than him in baseball so Meisei would win the Koushien fulfilling their childhood dream. Like Kazuya, he loves Minami Asakura, the girl next door and their childhood friend. However, in the field of love he too cedes to his younger brother, telling everyone that they are meant to be despite his broken heart.

Kazuya Uesugi
The younger of the Uesugi twins. Serious and hard working, he is the complete opposite of his older brother. His pitching skills and perfect grades makes him the favorite of his parents who despite his young age, conspire to get him and Minami to marry. His good looks makes him popular with the girls at school, which irks Tatsuya. Unlike the naturally athletic Tatsuya, Kazuya had to work hard to hone his skills since an early age. Like his brother, Kazuya is in love with Minami. He hopes to take her to the Koushien and win, fulfilling their dream.

Minami Asakura
The Uesugi twins' neighbour and childhood friend. An intelligent and active student who has to help her father with house chores and at the family coffee shop since her mother died at a young age. Minami is a pretty girl who is popular at school and the object of desire for both the Uesugi twins. Although her widower father and mr. and mrs. Uesugi often pair Minami and Kazuya to be married, her heart truly lies on Tatsuya as seen through subtle hints. Despite of that, she is more often seen with Kazuya and actively supports him on the road to the Koushien which makes everyone think that Minami is actually in love with Kazuya, the star pitcher.

Movie : Touch

Touch

ikiki... Gosh, such a sadly movie that i've watch before... yea... sure interested those whose are interesting with japanese movie...

sigh :(

hihi... glad to blog at here again... yea, sure about that, coz within this month i think i maybe will be more busy for finishing all of my those stuff before i'm was quit from this job, yea... school will start sooner, so better prepare for it... after, of course i won't be always online and blogging at here again, maybe will,but seldom... never mind, i'll keep my site continuing as well as i can do so... hope so... yea...

april 8 ~.~

yippie!!! hehe...yeah...i'm back again ne... ikiki... Gosh, long time didn't blogging at here already, hehe... hmm...after this april, i think won't be get the time to blog at here de lo.. Coz Form6 studies will be coming soon... so i think that time sure have a lot of things that need to be busy...busy??? ==" sure... perpare for next year's exam, it won't be easy, i know that .. hehe... never mind, thats the time to learn...

actually my dad wanna me to continue my study at IS(institut sinaran) there, sigh, such a big bang for me to move from sandakan ne... no way man... haha...perhaps, i know that is a good way for me... but sure not the best way... instead Form 6 is the best way for me.. ikikiki... i guess so... errr... hope so...never mind, the point is i still can continue with my education untill i can't do so... hehe...

oh yeah, tuesday again... sure you all know what should happens when reached the day of tuesday for me... ya ya... alone... bored... yuckkkzzz..... i hate it.... by the way, felt like a holiday for me, but those need to looking out for office here.. nothing to do.. nothing to watch.. nothing to talk about... nothing at all... euwwww ... so bored le... but i sure, after a while, sure will so sleepy, so drown....

next topic... lol...hmmm... long time didn't meet with my those bud again, a bit missing with all of them now ... but i still have a contact with my best bud hung pak, ya, hard to separate us from communicate with each other...of course won't, as i know all of us will stop working end of this month, we need to perpare with our perparation to go forward for Form6 in take... so we getting pray and pray, so that everything can smooth towards de le... ikiki...

april FoOl...

ikiki... yeah, happy april fool oh !!! haha... such been long time didn't blogging at here.. hmmm, buszzznessss started covered me since the last day i blogged at here...haha...Gosh, today is the first day for April, hmmm, its been called as April Fool... why???hmm.. not so sure about that... haha...anyway, today sure is tuesday,nutsss~ just like usual,alone again for today, sitting in office here, seeking for stupid funny movie, just wanna make myself happy during this few days ... ikikiki... not so, but maybe this first few days for April sure will amuse me, haha... na na na, salary again... hehe, hm.... such a long time that i've be plan and badget what should i buy for this month, nope... sure suppose is how should i use with this money... haha... opsss... i should think it later... yeah yeah, what should i type for today hu??? hmmm.. just like usual, think again... ha ha ha ha h a... ehhh... just talk about what have i done since the last post before...hmmm, actually nothing special happen during that few days, just a little simple life with broked wallet.. haha... ya, sure man...but after this, i'll be more carefull with my money,haha...form 6 in take will be open soon, so i think that is my study time again, add with the day for punishment... Gosh., i hate i hate i hate it... but at least i still can stay more longer at here, ya, thats my decision, atually my dad was forcing to study at kk there, damn, sure i not dare to leave my everything at here, but i know, for my future, sure i will go, but not now, i think after i finish with my form 6 first, then i'll go... that time, i'll be more serious and hard with my education, coz, i know i've mission and target within this ten years... haha... of course man, future is the most important things in this world... nothing can replace the importance for it... NEVER... thats why i gave myself a big mission that need to be realize it within this ten years... haha... hope for Good luck to me... hehehe... tata... ^@^