Tuesday


love 2

Love 2
arrr... felt bored after having my revise in sejarah subject,
dizzy~~~ sniff sniff, nevermind, seems getting tired for tonight,
nothing that i can do for now., but blogging is the only way
for me to reduce bored and pressure... yippie!
wonder why should i type each words of my own at blogger here, might have others way to share my own words and voice trought other type of media or communication, hmmm, this kind of situation make me remind back the first time when i having my first blog site last year ago, that time i'm just a new blogger and not wonder how to type even what should i type about, after all, i knew that, the gammar is not important, but the most important thing in blogger site here is how you manage and share your life story in your daily life... love, friendship, family, God, already be the important part of my life, but i think seems less talk about with my own love story behind.... for me, love is a kind of pure and mature type of relation with, everytime when you're facing with love, you sure won't get any chance to understand with the meaning of it, coz i'm the one of love Fooler, seems hard to find the truely meaning of love inside dictionary, only experience can tell you everythings...
LOve, for me, Cruel, Annoyed, troubleness type of relation, but sometimes it can people that falling in love become happy, maybe it is kind of drugs of mentality that can influence the mind and attitude of someone, but once you get hurt by Love, believed me, you won't ever can imagine how big that the impact to the person been hurted...
For me, i'm not really agree teenager nowsaday started with love relationship,
why??? hmmm, coz i think teenager are not mature enough to manage their own love relation instead they need to manage their studies time at school, how can they take their time to think about Love??? ya, i know that i also one of them, but thats over... regreted with the love that i started before, it has make me lost so much things in my life, make my life felt been controlled by someone, same as HUng and Yuan's thinking, Freedom...
i need freedom to continue with my teenager life, i don't really want to waste my whole young period with one to one person only,but i want to enjoy wit my teenager time, thats what i seek for, not me only, i believed each one of them should have a same thinking as mine too..
okie, compare if we really need love in our life, okie i can accept, but condition : i need freedom and so on with " her ", thats my only
condition if i really want to started a new BoyGirlRelation, haha, the point is , no matter how long and what have you done with your love partner, you should give more freedom and trusted with each others, try to be more open minded, don't control their own life with friends, coz you don't have any authorized to do so, okie ! thats all that i want to share for today, Thank you !!! ikiki... one thing, Love is wonderful, Don't make it become Shabby!

Wednesday

19/5/09

19/5/09, the date of today...
hard thinking what shoud i type
for this post, seems nothing that i can type about
my own matters, coz nothing special happens
during these few days, keep busying with
my Mid Term Examination, arr, fever since this
morning at school, straight away fall asleep
after took my fever capsule, no body take care with
me then, arrr, sigh sigh sigh, need to
take good care with my own, sometimes felt
so tired and burdenly while need to facing
every trouble alone, walk alone, sleep alone,
eat alone, hagging out alone too, coz not every one of my
friends can having their time with me all the time,
maybe sometimes only... just now received a short forwarding
msg from yuan,

'' What is friends?, someone ask me
this question... i answer " friends is ... a person who nice,
love you , care about you, respect you and understand you..."
friendship doesn't go away from us... it come to us everytime..
and brought us special friends just like you... being your friends
is the greatest thing that happens to me... "

after i read with this msg, then i started ti thinking what is
the meaning of friends for me, maybe i not really
realized about the present of friends in my life, sometimes,
i need to think hard to get the most suitable answer for my
this question, then i started to list out all of my best friends
in my life,Wai Hung,kok Khen, Jung Sheng,and Vui Yuan, four of
them can consider as my last long dude since i get knowing with them,
always keep concern with me every time when i'm in upset or
troubleness, i 'm not need any help from them , but need a
care and concerning from them only, thats what i need from them
actually, after all, i knew it, they're my friends forever, no matter
how they threat me, how deep that they betrayed me, how cruel
that they critic about me, i 'll never give up with them, maybe
would have a bit angry and disappointed with them, but that just a
face of outter attitude only... maybe i'm not as important than
what they are thinking of me, maybe i'm not their best friends,
coz i know that each one of them have their own life and
friends, have their own entertaint, have their own story behind, at least
i hope everytime whn they're in trouble, i'll their first person to
find for, thats enough for me, satisfy for me, i just want to get know each sad story behind them, even they're not sharing their happiness with me, thats nevermind, at least they can share their sadness with me,
hope i can stand behind them , support and help them everytime
they're in needed...
compare with others situation, some kind of people doesn't really know what
is the meaning of friendship, not even for that, they use their trust of friends to betrayed them, used them in certain motive, they thought after used and a words of apologize can ended all the misunderstand and mistaken that they have done with their friends, actually, thats not the truth, after the victim of betrayed by friends, they're lost of trust with those kind of cruel friends, please, appreciated your friends as best as you can, coz friends so important in our life, give your own chance to get close with trusted friends that you think you're supposed to do so... no easy to find a trusted friends nowsaday, so let getting started with a new life with friends...

Monday

PLease, be happy always...

sheng ne... Yuan here...

Breaking News !!! / Sad~

Hey !!! breaking news guys!!! i'm just created a new blogger site for SingKang Youth Last few days ago k, so hope all of you can take a time to Visit it
http//singkangyouth.blogspot.com
arrr... seems so many trouble happends during these few days, no any answer or solving can be link out in my mind to settle one of it... hmmm, hung pak have make a decided to gave up with his relation with yan, arrr, because of the bleaches in love, just can heard what he said for the experienced, so on with YY and TC, inconvenience to state out their names, coz they're my closed and dearest friends, maybe some of you really knew with them... same reason also, bleach of love, burden, tired, lost of friends have making some one that i thought as a politely and weak little girl has become a strong and self-reliant girl for me( but for TC, she's too cruel and selfish ) just like what have i experienced before, i'm of the situation of YY site, coz, we 're the "Killer", same as before, when i requested break with YX, i didn't think too much, but directly told her with my decision, no discuss, no politely greet or any intro, just a cruel and selfish state to break up our relation, maybe i've never tell you all before, coz seems i'm the wrong one, ya, i admit with that, but from the wrong, i found myself, what we called Freedom... thats what i seeking before, no regret, no ashamed... but i got happiness... never feel such so free seems before, maybe been controlled by her really make me felt so burdenly always... no idea to keep with that realationship anymore... TC, don't be too upset with her decided, coz maybe what she did actually just wanna find a happiness and freedom for herself, a little girl just wanna experience a teenager life, and enjoyment of young period... let her go and let it be, no one can stop her decided, but we just can blessed her to having a blissful and wonderful life, YY, PLease happy always and enjoy your life, don't let us disappointed ya! TC, so on with you, please don't give up with yourself, i'll be with you always, keep concern more with people around you, maybe you've missed someone that is important for you, maybe you're not realized about "Her" apearance, but i belived, she sure 're the one that really will love ore than you love her... PLease, Happy Always k...

Saturday

arrr... once again, taking the time for blogging... hard thinking what shoud i type about, wanna share a lot of matters with you all, but seems hard to describeit... hmmm, i'm still fine currently, just have bit tired...ok! i have to talk about school's views for these few weeks ne, first of all, nothing special happens during these few days, but heard Hung Pak have broke with his GF(Yan), and the proof, Yup! he admitted about that. but he seems getting free than before, sometimes can having lunch and dinner with him then, k, good news actually, by the way, he seems have a new target again, i'm not really sureabout that, coz i never ask him before, even i dare to ask him, he might keep it secret, nevermind, i hope he know what he's doing right now... sometimes when we hangging out together, he sure have incoming call for a long period, arrr, Please, take it off man, you should takeyourself politely k! we still there... and we just pretend nothing only k!it doesn't mean we're not mind with that...besides, he getting more closer with Chu, Ling, and Chua recently, no idea for that, maybe is a good matters hence doing something useless.
then about khen, hmmm, still the same, always with the fake smile with me, never feel satisfy with me, please don't ask me, coz i also can't find the answer, asking me just willing to give me a lot of troublesome, but just hope that he can learn how to respect others k!
others, dynne, ya, yum yum, favour with choco type of foods, haha, don't ask me why again, coz i also dunno where should i find the answer for you then, ikikiki... but choco actually able to reduce stress, so don't be worry if you take it more...
Caroline, emmm, didn't pay too much attention with her, so can describe what changes about her, arrr, getting taller maybe... ", lol...

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