Days become hard, yet i still keep going, i afraid with my job, my life, no reason why will happen to me, the God said, there is no fears, coz Im with you always. Its hard, really hard, no matter how much price have i paid for my own risk, it's still the same, Hard life and work gave me a lot of experience and judged, i didn't realized how many times have i been tested and troubled with certain task, i felt like i dont want to keep with this work anymore, this work really so sucks and the employer too, i love my job, but i dont love my company, he meant to be success but he lost everything. I respect his career, but i pity with his life.itsn't a life that i want, i dont need career that ruin my life, be well, be strong, be patience, and be faith in God, He will make everything done for us, i trust in Him, because He love us.
