arr... everything was so suck, can't describe with word. tiredness covered my life... sometimes quite hate to live in this kind of family, sigh... really so tired God, i don't even know what should i do again, so on with sis and dad, because of mum, everything getting worse and worse, no one can help us except God can do so. but how i gonna tell God about that huh? maybe certain things we should keep one eye open one eye close, so that no more argue or conflic will appear among us again... why? do we did something wrong? something that hurt them? no, i knew what actually happen, my dad and sis also knew about it too, but we can't do anything... nothing that we can do again... not at all... please... set us free from this...

yeah!!!!!! it's 300th posts already!!!

happy 300th Anniversary boy!!!!

arr... pressure start covering me right
now, mid term will coming soon, i mean
tomorrow... i don't know what should i do...
worry worry..T.T
keep study hard and hard...
arrrr.... mind blocking~

sometimes i really didn't know what we 're living for, the purpose??? nope, not really have any idea to think about that... maybe we felt kindly upset with everything was changed around us, but it's just a way trought the reallity life, thats we called the way of grow up..after the end for our secondary school, there's no more study peer again, no more classmate to hang out together, but what appear was a leaving state of friends one by one, everyone have their own way to go, ya, sometimes we really cannot accept those kind of situation, but thats the reality life for us to grow up mature. no one will like alone, so on with me.everyone will get leaving soon, ya, i try to accept that, coz i know they have a better way to go and so on with my life, ya, even tought i still stay at here, but it doesn't mean that i've no way to go, perhaps, there 's a better way for me to stay here, i knew it since the day i promised with God, and He told me that i'll be here for my successful, trust to what Have God have sent and did it for us, maybe you think that's worse, but for God, thats the best way for us, no friends?? don't worry, there's a God stay beside you always, thats why He make your friends leave away from you, Coz He want you to know that, He's been alone at Heaven too, He needs you to being friend with Him, we should know how was that felt when being alone, and thats was how God felt so too, see, we should put down our friendship with human hence we should carry out to being friend with God first, and then, i believed, God will send more better friends to us soon... please... Believed in HIM...cheers up everyone!!! from: Biao