ne ne...

today is Li Keat girl girl 's birthday ne, hope she can fell so great with this wonderful day ne, anyway, hope all the best for her, happy birthday ya Girl !!!

oh ya !!! tonight i'm gonna go to KK again ne, go for visiting my mum as well, hope she would fell better ne, school holiday will start sooner, hmmm, i think next week then the last study
will be held for, so, happy holiday for you all guys ya !!!! yippie !!! i'm gonna miss you all ne, ops!!!
time to go now, a long long journey to KK again... gulp~~~ :(

miss~~~

i'm gonna miss you all a lot ne... ,muaskzzzz...

last viewed...

yeah !!! let's take a look with our birthday BBQ party for Dynne last few weeks ago ne, sorry for the lately post, coz i just got it today ne... lol...
can you spot where is Dynne??? lol...

raining dayzzz

sigh... raining again, that really make me crazy instead
delaying my journey to KK for today de actually,
felt scare to drive in raining day to kk, thats why
i changed my mind to continuing towards to KK,
lol... but thats better actually, coz i really not planing
want to go there during this period de, yea,
so bored ne, sob sob, besides, hate facing with those
people at KK there, not friendly at all, no kind lagi,
adui, i'm gonna die if i stayfor a long period at there
after several years later, why???
lol... coz wanna continue my study at there la, hmmm...
hope so ler, if my result allow me to do so...
okie!!! tonight JesselTon CoFfee here du quite
silent ha geh, hmmm, just spending my time At here
for online-ing and also taste for new coFFee called
lattechino, ya, i guess so, coz they served for
my own requested ne, haha... hope they all won't
mind with my this weird requested ne...
wah, during this few month, i always online
at jesselton Coffee here, maybe because felt
so bored at home, so lonely lagi, haha, thats
really a night mare for me if i getting into
lonel status ne... oh ya! i got something
that wanna share about, hmmm, but i think situation at here
was not allow me to do so, so, i think i'm gonna
share it on the next post, ya, i hope so, lol...
MiGht bE~~~

could it be??

okie! once again, fall asleep again at last night, sigh...
lol... anyway, i'm now felt so bored ne, i scape
from school for few days, ya, hung pak also,
both of us always have the same thinking whatever
situation, but for tomorrow, i think i wanna face
with those unreasonable teacher again, sure i'ld be
nagging or maybe scold by them, okie, i accept that,
besides i also ready for that... gulp!!!
okie, lets see... hmmm, today i shouldn't too lazy ne,
i slept for whole day, except lunch and dinner, but now,
currently at Jesselton Coffee here for online-ing,
sigh... i shouldn't been here if i didn't pay for
montly payment of Celcom Broadband ne, lol... hey!
i won't pay that de okie !!! thats line really so suck you know,
instead, i got to pay RM98 for every month ne, hey, come on,
i'm not cash machine ne, i can't keep been cheating like a fooler
oki !!! i can think normally de, also can know whether
is't worth to pay for that !!!
nuts... don't ever think that i'm stupid k !!!

next topic, hmmm, such a long long time didn't attend
to church already ne, dunno what have their did for
youth fellowship le??
hmmm, hope to see them soon actually, besides, hope they
can call me for hangging around just like before, but,
could it be??? hope all of them can treat me like an usual
... i never change actually, maybe from my
attitude and also acting, you all think that
i'm not like a previous Biao, yea really sorry if
i really make your think such so.... for now,
i still can't even know which one is fake friends
or real friends... but i just wanna say thanks aboundantly
for my dear best bud, Hung and Khen ne, both of them
always keep on stayed beside with me when i'as in
trouble, thanks ya bro !!!

tired night.

hi, i'm back again, currently at my bedroom,
laying at here, recall all the matter that
happens to me during this few month...
sigh... quite suffered...i really hope that
everythings would be end sooner...
so tired with this life actually... i
tried to be more patience and keep going without
give up... i scare that i can't stand for more
further again, just want to lay down on my own
bed without any depression and worried... since
this few month, i never sleep nicely and properly,
everynight when i was closed up my eye, my mind
started thinking all of those problem that happens
in my life, i can't stop thinking with that you
know, i only can fall asleep when i'as really
tired enough, sigh... so tired with this life...
now is 3.42am, early in the morning, still can't
even sleep, thinking in darkness, dunno what
should i do for now, thats why i blogging at here,
only can share my everything in blogger site here,
coz i really dunno who should i talk to, no body,
everyone has sleep at this time de... sob~~~ started
felt so tired with this sucky life, i hate it so much
and so much...

18/10/08

Hi ! i'm back again ne!!! gosh,
this time sure will share something
unbelievable cases that happends during
this few days ne, yeuwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...
lol...
okie ! first! me, hung pak,and also Khen
was getting closes with our new friend
called Nyuk Sun, yeah ! he is a new
student that transfer from Sung Siew secondary
school ne, so for now, we are more knowing with each other
actually, quite a nice and funny friend that we have, at
least he've bring a lot of fun for us, even we just knew
for a few month, but thats cannot consider
that he not our friend at all, we all are people,
so, we really need friend to share our lonliness somehow, yeah,
thats what i think always, friends is for love geh,
not for threating them... anyway, hope we still can continue our
friendship forever ne, coz i really don't want too lost
any of them anymore, i've lost a lot, instead, got few of them
was left us silently, without any greeting or any words, i didn't
noticed about that actually, sorry for that, maybe
i not really concern with you all untill when you all
was going to make those decision, once again, sorry for what have
i done, hope too see you all sooner, by the way,
people now was so realistic ne, even we didn't tricking them,
but i believed, family background is the
common causes that influence the friendship since
the begining.. yeah! thats my theory, nuts... lol...
quite stupid when i think with those stupid theory Konon!!!!
anyway, just let the time prove it...

well, lets see, hmmm... today i've make a specials
dishes with my own secret ingredients ne... wow...
sound harsh right??? haha... anyway, i just made
it for fun instead i'm really so free for today, yippie!!!
actually i've prepare it for hung pak, khen and Nyuk sun them
for their comment de ne, anyway, their respond not really
important for me, but, i hope they all will really
remember me as their friend forever ne, since my family was
faced with terrible accident, no one was concern about me or
caring the burden that i've... but, Khen , is the person that
cried with me when i'as cried, Hung pak, is the person that
gave me a lot of friendship supported when i was in depression
and Nyuk Sun, is the new funny friend that i know as long as
the lonely annd sadness journey... so anyway, i hope
my life can be fill by happiness with them...
let the sun smile for me, let the rain cry the part of mine
and let the storm Shout for my unsatisfy, and
let the wind blow upon my sadness... let the message run free...

birthday greeting

opss, forgot to announce something ne,
today is Jun Kit little brother's birthday
ne, so i think he 16 already, yeah !!!
so be mature and study hard ya bro !!!
muakszzz... Gambateh in Exam ya !!!
sorry for this year didn't
have any present for you
oh, hope next year still got a chance
to celebrate it with you yea !!!

coffee again...

gosh !!!! coffee again!!! currently at JessElton coFFee shop here ne,
lets see what happens with my situation at here...

yummy tuna club... hooray !!!
honestly, thats really make me full ne... add with
hazelnut latte... wow....

finally, i've finished my
first tuna club ne... eeeeeerrrrrrr
opss... lol

lately night...

lately night come again... thats really make me cannot think normally...

Khen , hung pak , and me, were hangged around whole nAtural city at here

at 2am++ just now, nuts...

quite stupid de, coz we just waiting Hung pak for finished his work

at jEsselTon Coffee shop there as a waiter ne...

he finished his work at around 11.30pm, yea, i guess so...

after Khen suggested that wanna go to mile4's pasar there

for supper, then we chatttttttt.... untill around 1.40am,

hmmm, i think that pasar owner started nagged at there,

okie~~~ i admited that we really so annoying ne...

lol... but anyway, we got a lot of topic just now,

mostly sure about ourselves de... lol... shared something stupid

but funny... we got planned that wanna continue our next

educate at somewhere, but sure not the previous school again,

we really tired with those studies at there, no purpose at all...

so for our future, hmmm, i think we really wanna plan it

properly, coz this is related with our future ne... gosh...

dunno what should i type again for the net post,

really no idea for blogging again... no no no ...

#_#

A friend is always special

A friend a tender shoulder on which to softly cry....

A voice to keep your name alive when others have forgot...

A friend is a hand to pull you up from darkness and despair...

A well to pour your trouble down and raise your spirit high...

A friend is always special because they love you are you!

心...

thanks...

okie~~~ currently at bedroom now... sigh... seems wanna give up with my own decision to
keep staying at Sing Kang Church... nuts... but i had to make those cruel decisio for myself...
for now, church seems so strange for me, not like before, full with passion and
faithfull in church,
not for now, or maybe future...
no one can even know what actually happens to me, even myself too...
i tried to run away from community, really want to hide myself to some place that
no one know with my appearance...
ya, i really hope so... but what can i do now...no people that wanna hear my voice...
church, family, friends... where should i shout...
hopeless... even my God, i can't felt His present in my life anymore...
i think maybe because of my mum now suffered with her own cancer...
but all of us also dabbed " suffer" with her too, she won't ever know that..
she so stubborn, hate her so much, never think about us, never concern
with my pregnant sister, still always nagging at my pregnant sis...
pity sis, work hard for whole day, earned for her scolded and nagged...
what can my sis do is, just keep in patient with my mum... mercy that
we hhave better than other people... compare with those other cancer patient, she's
the blissful one, we never count any piece of sacricfication that we did
for her... never mind... just for get about that...
hesitate with those thinking... ish...
thanks again for Yuan Yuan again for her concerned with my mum and also me,
ya, i know you're been forced to sms me, that 's the point actually
i really dunno why you find me suddenly, or izzit i've owe money with
you??? ha ha ha ha ... just kidding... ya, i know you really kind,
sure GOd will blessing you all the way de, thanks ya Girl !!!
other side, thanks to Hung pak Again for his pendrive, haha... i know he did a lot for
me de, thaks ya !!! by the way, Khen, hmmm, even we always quarrel, ut in our heart

full with friendship de ne... lol... nuts... gulp!!!

shout to the world...

hmmm, continue from the topic in the last post, today we just got the most terrible
dimerit announcement from those !@#$%^& teacher, ya, all of us got 180 marks of
demerits for that... oh yea... first record that we made for this school yeah!!!
haha... sure we all wii exile from SM st Mary school de le...
oh Gosh!!! what a terrible decision have their done!!! i can't even believed that
there'as a few teachers that really prejudice with our classes's students.. i mean
male student only... you all really can't believed what they said everytime when
we tried to defended ourself.. they never give a chance to us, even once...
Teacher??? i can't confidence myself to respect them anymore,
just few of them actually, they never tried to understand us, straight away accused
us without any evidence, that is because what i heard from others teacher that, those
few of them planned to plotting together to exile few student among us... HEY !!!
thats really too over what teacher supposed to do!!! i'm patient enough for that !!!
Gosh !!! ARrrrrrr!!! hate them so much... what the teacher stand for hu ??? izzit stand
for those rich people only ??? no way !!! they should behave with their resposibility!!!
who supposed been blamed everytime when discipline of student appeared huh??? i sure not 100% student
should be blame...
100% of confidential !!!
lol... gonna crazy for that... never mind, just wanna shout for my voice...

getting short... ohmigosh...

sorry for my shorter post than before, i know that my post is getting shorter day by day...
anyway, i'll try to keep connecting with blogging de... lol... ^@^

sin~~~

hi! i'm back again ne... i'm just reached home from

Hung's house for copy some drama...

sigh... Cikgu Amit was so unfare for today ne,

all of male students in our class been punished

by him to stand under the hot spicy sun ne,

what the *&$#@ i'm gonna crazy le, what the

wrong that we done huh???

actually is those naughty boy at our class played those danger

fire crackers outside the class de,

but because of friendship,

all of us didn't confess it...

lol... so crazy right??? no no no, supposed is silly...

nuts... tomorrow then the real punishment

will come toward us... just wait and see...

sigh, headache again, i think maybe the sun is too hot for me...

yeah !!! but quite fun too...

others topic... today is sue kiun's birthday,

and i already sent a short birthday greeting to her de,

hope hung, khen, ling and keat will gonna send to her by today ne...

okie, gonna out ne, after while... yeah!!!

they....

they was changed... hard to believed that no people was smiling at me even that i gave a greet

with them...

there's so realistic, i really didn't know what should i do...

hmmm.... should i transfer to other Church??? aiksss...

just because of Her, you all treating me such a stupid and silly people, as long as now, i still thought you all is my best dude... maybe my thinking is too childish...

are you think you're supposed to treated me so, wasn't??? Christian!!! i really can't believed that

you all are christian with those attitude... not at all...

it's just depends on you all whether you all gonna keep with those ego condition...

not in my bussiness anymore, really so disappointed with you all,

you all are not really know what the situation perhaps, you all use

the sight to look someone, not the heart or attitude, sure

you all will know it someday, but i tell you all now,

when the time you all know the truth,

thats too late... really too late...

:(

i'm lost you all...

faker friends...

BBq Nightzzzz...

hi Guys!! i'm back again ne... hehe... currently at my bedroom now,
just arrived home from church, aiksss, so tired...
hmmm... long time didn't blog at here lo, hmmm, coz really so busy
during this few days ne, there's many things was happens, dunno where
should i start, hmm, just start from what happens last night...
lol... last night is the day we plan to celebrate Dynne's birthday de,
BBQ party, thats what we called... around 10 people was joined with our
BBq night de, yea, i know that's not enough geh, but for us, thats already
is a big big amount...
actually we already plan and manage what we supposed to do, maybe nervous
make us become Blur you know, got bit dizziness during that night....
haha... anyway, we quite happy geh, hope Dynne would be fun for that...
Hppy Birthday Dynne!!!

other side, something was happen at that night ne, that is hUng 's girlfriend
got a bit "shame" at that night, why??? hmmm, i not so sure actually, but i hope what i guess
for that is wrong , she didn't join with us, perhaps, Hung already got a ride twice
to Li Chu's house, the place where's the BBq Held...lol...
got some of them was nagged at there actually, but i know that Hung really so
annoying with those "Girl Girl" problem, i think maybe she really don't want
to join that BBq night, thats okie!!! but the point is, she should
lets him join with us ne, coz we already paid for that de, ok!!!
oh Gosh, that really make me crazy when i heard that HUng didn't come...
the belated party was still going on without him ne,
i know what actually happens... sob sob...
spoiling was covered with us...
nothing we can do, just can keep going on
to celebrated Dynne's birthday without Hung, but that really okie actually,
coz he not the point at that night geh, HA ha HA ...
hmmm.... we already took a few picture for that, hmmm,
i think maybe will post it in the next post... lol..
so wait for that ya !!!!
oh ya!!! continue...
after around 11pm at that night, then Hung was arrived, but that's too late,
Dynne already back home lu, so me, hung and Khen was take that time untill
mid night to tidy up Li Chu's house, after that...
you guess where we go huh ??
we continue our BBq at Tyng's playground there ne, Yippie !!!
even that so lated night, but we still can having our time at there de
lol... quite happy geh.... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sleepy le, lol... gonna sleep now... night night my dude... muakssssss...