Family

You always complaint about your hard life, not going as well as what you thinking, and you said that I'm not caring at you, maybe always felts that I blamed you all the time.
Really so sorry to make you felt so, you prefer put your voice to blogger and not talking to me, and me, gonna tell you what was "hard life " meant to me, I have a broken family, Mum and dad's relation can defined as broke, you maybe didn't know about it, cause I never mention a lot about it, not even single word coming out between them, stuck in a life like this was live as orphanage, I really don't like with this family, but I should give thanks to God whatever I belongs right now, I got a sucks job for being as purchase officer, people seeing me like a happy go lucky Man, but actually no one were know how hard was this job are going to My life everyday, sacred, burdened, blamed, exhausted... but I give thanks to God and keep praying all the time, to comfort myself and toughen myself...
I know my way will gonna hard soon, more and more to come, no way to end, but I'll put my prayer to the peak, for I know God will saturate my soul, bring me to the promised land...
Happy Chinese new year 2014^O^