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Tuesday
Love????? #6
the day of waiting quite make people feel so tired and dizzy. sometimes when we just keep on spot with certain things, thats will make us disappointed boundly, seemingly give us a big testimony whether we really love with someone or not, thats the point. For me, love is a wonderful things in this world,
哥林多前书13：4-8
4爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒，不自夸，不张狂；5不作失礼的事，不求自己的益处，不轻易动怒，不计较人的过犯；6不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理。7爱是凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。8爱是永存不息的。先知的讲道终必过去，方言终必停止，知识终必消失。
thats what have bible said so. why love really important to our life? why we need love?? honestly, i really enjoyed and felt happy with my life right now, i got a wonderful and faithfuness love among, she bring a lot of love and care for me when the day i stepped into realistic world, i scare i'll be the loser again, but faith of love gave me more brave and confidence to love her, sometimes i'm not really sure or believe God that He will send His present to me, He know what i need actually, He sent her to me, He told me to take care and love her aboundantly and appreciated the precious her in my life. but seeems most of the time i never take good care of her wisely besides make her felt so disappointed oftenly, sorry God, sorry Ching, i don't know what still can i do right now, i don't wantto lost her in my life God, please... don't take her back away from me. i still remember she was the one who always concern with me always at church, hmmm, i told to God that she kindly was a nice and pretty good girl, i told a lot of things about her with God, i believed sure God 're laughing at me right now, i keep my praying for her everynight just want her to be more happier and blissful with her life, that time i don't know whether i can being with her for the rest of my life or not, but nevermind, i still wanna love and keep on praying for her always. i'm not mind whether she will belong to me or not that time, till the day when i told God that " God, i felt that i fall in love with Yin Ching, what should i do God??? " i asked God to not giving trouble to me from separated her from someone, but everything seems goes towards to my side, i tried to protect and care her from being hurt by others, i told God, " God i want to protect her, please allowed me to do so, give me strengh and faith to do so..." yup1 thats what God have gave me a lot of blessed during that moments, thanks God, thanksGod...
to be continue....
the day of waiting quite make people feel so tired and dizzy. sometimes when we just keep on spot with certain things, thats will make us disappointed boundly, seemingly give us a big testimony whether we really love with someone or not, thats the point. For me, love is a wonderful things in this world,
哥林多前书13：4-8
4爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒，不自夸，不张狂；5不作失礼的事，不求自己的益处，不轻易动怒，不计较人的过犯；6不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理。7爱是凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。8爱是永存不息的。先知的讲道终必过去，方言终必停止，知识终必消失。
thats what have bible said so. why love really important to our life? why we need love?? honestly, i really enjoyed and felt happy with my life right now, i got a wonderful and faithfuness love among, she bring a lot of love and care for me when the day i stepped into realistic world, i scare i'll be the loser again, but faith of love gave me more brave and confidence to love her, sometimes i'm not really sure or believe God that He will send His present to me, He know what i need actually, He sent her to me, He told me to take care and love her aboundantly and appreciated the precious her in my life. but seeems most of the time i never take good care of her wisely besides make her felt so disappointed oftenly, sorry God, sorry Ching, i don't know what still can i do right now, i don't wantto lost her in my life God, please... don't take her back away from me. i still remember she was the one who always concern with me always at church, hmmm, i told to God that she kindly was a nice and pretty good girl, i told a lot of things about her with God, i believed sure God 're laughing at me right now, i keep my praying for her everynight just want her to be more happier and blissful with her life, that time i don't know whether i can being with her for the rest of my life or not, but nevermind, i still wanna love and keep on praying for her always. i'm not mind whether she will belong to me or not that time, till the day when i told God that " God, i felt that i fall in love with Yin Ching, what should i do God??? " i asked God to not giving trouble to me from separated her from someone, but everything seems goes towards to my side, i tried to protect and care her from being hurt by others, i told God, " God i want to protect her, please allowed me to do so, give me strengh and faith to do so..." yup1 thats what God have gave me a lot of blessed during that moments, thanks God, thanksGod...
to be continue....
i don't know what actually happens during these few days, seems not really smooth on work and others...
quite tired, quite lonely... isn't she feel bored with me or feel that i'm so annoying??? sigh... many idiot thinking come out from my mind everytime when i been stucked in this situation... maybe it's my fault, my mistake to not care her before... sigh... GOd, it's this is Your punishment for me??? sorry...
i'm try to not forcing at her, coz i scare that she won't happy when being with me, felt that she seems not like before, she hide a lot of things from me, wonder that maybe i really cannot make her feel more trusted on me... As I take some time to evaluate my life and work , I realized that I pretty often hear people said to me that I am very busy. I do not like to give others the impression that I am very busy and I have no time for them. i just can say that i'm sorry for my busy. i scare i 'll lost her, will i??? i don't know... please don't leave me alone... :"(
quite tired, quite lonely... isn't she feel bored with me or feel that i'm so annoying??? sigh... many idiot thinking come out from my mind everytime when i been stucked in this situation... maybe it's my fault, my mistake to not care her before... sigh... GOd, it's this is Your punishment for me??? sorry...
i'm try to not forcing at her, coz i scare that she won't happy when being with me, felt that she seems not like before, she hide a lot of things from me, wonder that maybe i really cannot make her feel more trusted on me... As I take some time to evaluate my life and work , I realized that I pretty often hear people said to me that I am very busy. I do not like to give others the impression that I am very busy and I have no time for them. i just can say that i'm sorry for my busy. i scare i 'll lost her, will i??? i don't know... please don't leave me alone... :"(
Thursday
hi there... it's been long time didn't having my time at blogger site here...
honestly there was something happens during these few month, all the time when i wasn't
able to blogging....not at all, seems lost my way, seems lost a lot of things when
the day i've decided certain things by myself... i've tried my best to do the best of mine...
but why seems never satisfied with everything have i done??? tiredness getting start across
my soul, my mind... when the day i try to keep going, sure there was a bound of troubleness...
please... please... understand me~~~
i've started my further education at OUM, ya, working with my dad also, quite tired, need to
keep alert to what tutor teach about, a bit suffer, but i'll try my best too...
working part, keep learning from my dad also, even though got alot of work, but it's really gave a lot
of experience to me, something that i've never facing with... working took almost all of my time...
i didn't have time during at day sometimes at night also, many of people around me seems getting far
away from me, hmmm... how can i say... really so sorry about that, maybe you all think that i get crazy with work, ya, fine, i admit it, i need earn money for my family, i want my family can enjoy with a comfortable life, so on with my future, i should keep on working for my career and keep on study for my future, thats my way, my target...
but please, give me support to do so, i need care... even the one who was closed to me, also seems never supporting with my work... really really so disappointed... instead, the one who i never keep expected before, always keep comforting me with a lot of comfort and support, thanks...
honestly there was something happens during these few month, all the time when i wasn't
able to blogging....not at all, seems lost my way, seems lost a lot of things when
the day i've decided certain things by myself... i've tried my best to do the best of mine...
but why seems never satisfied with everything have i done??? tiredness getting start across
my soul, my mind... when the day i try to keep going, sure there was a bound of troubleness...
please... please... understand me~~~
i've started my further education at OUM, ya, working with my dad also, quite tired, need to
keep alert to what tutor teach about, a bit suffer, but i'll try my best too...
working part, keep learning from my dad also, even though got alot of work, but it's really gave a lot
of experience to me, something that i've never facing with... working took almost all of my time...
i didn't have time during at day sometimes at night also, many of people around me seems getting far
away from me, hmmm... how can i say... really so sorry about that, maybe you all think that i get crazy with work, ya, fine, i admit it, i need earn money for my family, i want my family can enjoy with a comfortable life, so on with my future, i should keep on working for my career and keep on study for my future, thats my way, my target...
but please, give me support to do so, i need care... even the one who was closed to me, also seems never supporting with my work... really really so disappointed... instead, the one who i never keep expected before, always keep comforting me with a lot of comfort and support, thanks...
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