let it be...

hey there!!! night night night mare ne... last few days ago, yap ching told me thatshe dreamed of me ne, hahaha, funny funny funkie...ya, i know that she missed me a lot, ((( kidding))) nevermind, i knew that she just wanna make me happy then...okie, MUET exam 'll be coming soon, arrr...still can't concerntrate in study ne, thinking of how i gonna planning my time within theseweeks, nevermind, i'll try my best de ne...
Hung pak now getting stop with his sewing lesson, arrr, after what he've read from my blog here last few days ago, felt guilty ne, doesn't noticed that he really stop learning sewing from YeeLing de ne... he said that he won't change his own mindwith Yan de ne, ya, sorry for misunderstood with you bro, thats what i worry with you always then, just don't want got anything happens with you, hug hug ya !!! actually, you still can learn sewing from Yee Ling de , don't worry, i'll keep watching with you, k!
Khen ne, arrr, still with those self-esteem attitude, hmmm, not really like with him, should give more chance to peopleand learn how to respect people and teacher, always mention about his mistaken, but never heard with my advice, think himself're the clever one, but don't he ever try to respect other people when talk or do something??? ruderude rude, sorry for my "overheating" words, can't stand for hide...please, coz he never care what's people's feel, hurt, or injureda piece of weak heart, not everyone can stand for his kind of attitude, useless for advice, coz he think he was the truth one, no matter how many i give an advice to him, it could change his mind, instead, i'm the one been scold by him, ya, not the first time... felt tired even being with him all the time, coz i need to keep alert all the time while talking or do something... he told me thathis Pastor At church was complaining with him about his attitude, ya, actually, you should behave yourself and try to accept what people advice with you, especially "pastor"were told you so, not to stab their advice at behind k, thinkprobably, RESPECT everyone even they're younger than you, so on with me, i'm older than you, so, please keep your voice and action manners, don't always keep slap or do something that i don't like you to did it to me... please REspect me!i'm your friend, not a dog... try to learn from HUng pak what you're supposed to learn...hell hectic.....
Chin, arrr, he still owe me rm20 ne, but hung was the most pity one, coz chin still owing him rm60 ne, chin chin chin, you should pay us back ASAP, we broke already... been sue bankrap sooner, haha...
dynne, sorry for scolded you las few days ago, ya, maybe too seriously while talking with you, add with noisy environment, haha...not really related with that de actually. time getting rush with song practicing, thats why my brain was flamed out then, sorry ya !!!peace peace...
carol, hey you little brat, well done with your tagged's layout ne, i like it so much, and thank for the cute comment too ya, errr, don't play too much computer games ya, not good for your eye de, hence you already wear spec, then you should take good care with your eye then... lol...
about those three girls that sat beside us, hmmm, ya, long time didn't chitchat-ing with them as often as before, but khen and hung much more closed with them compared with me, suddenly noticed that they're seems more closer with certain kind of friends, definately, not kind of mine... ya, even we meet at somewhere, they seems doesn't know me at all, ???? or might they really didn't see with my apprearance??? might it be??? do have anything wrong that being a friend with me??? ya, kind of reality world doesn't realized the meaning of true friend. who can be the first of all???
k, about me, sure all of you wanna know how cruel that i was...well, i'll tell you now, don't think that i'm the perfect one, butmaybe the one that can't match with each of them thats why always nagging about their attitude, always spot their mistaken and weakness, ya, i admit that...ain't for that... sometimes i always keep away from them, worry they 'ld think i'm so bothering, annoying and so on, making me become the negatively with few of them, i'm not stupid, i know how important of friends were're, maybe i'm the dumb one, but at least i know, i shouldn't make each one of their heartinjured or broken by my act and words...maybe i'm not realized that i'm hurted them, sorry... i shouldn't be the selfish one... sorry guys for that, maybe one day, when the day of mine was end, i'll bless you all...

Gambateh

Gambateh Guys!
here i'm... twinkle twinkle little star...how i wonder who there're.... lol...this is my own poems ne... but modificatedfrom some... arrrr.... okie, lets getting start with my Church's Event at SingKangChurch ne, hmmmm, got a lot improvement ne, quite happy when saw each one of them can handle up with their own serve at church, they should receive more and more encourage from us, i meant us is( those who're more elder than them)ya, should try to accept and support with their idea and thinking, not to spoil their suggestion...just like what i heard from "Kenny" arrr... he should try to give more support and encourage to those youthde, please don't always look for their weakness, but try to find their face of goodness and praise them... so let me begin first, hmmm, start with
Puppet(junKit) - a new face from singKang church, lol...i think so... a grew guy that really can serving Godin anytime anywhere, hardworking, whatever i ask him to do, surely he can try his best to finish it, thats what i like him so.
SuSu(tze) - silly girl, nice and sporting, seems neversee her face of sad, obeying to what been order to do, like to make a lot of funny action, but maybe now getting start with (BoyGirlRelation) so that can't 100% focus on serving ne.
Yuan(yuan) - yeah, ShyShy Girl, always felt nervous during in rush situation, nevermind, like with her passionattitude in serving God, can see a lot of changes from her after "graduated" from leadership's camp ne...additional, she getting braver than before ne...
Xing(xing) - drum player, drummer, obey to what people ask her to do, good leader for incharge inteaching drum, but less opinion when been asked.always realized after the mistaken was happened.
Cheng(cheng) - the experty youth advisor among youth, ya, but not really always dare to take a riks or making any risk decision by himself, but passion in youth ministry, thats what i like ne...
yinChing(ching) - youth leader, brave, passion , sporting and friendly, but too controlled by something, i don't really know whats that actually, still have many space can improve her leading ability.
Chong(boomer) - talk too much( boasting ) too over in some testimonial, difficult to spot which is true, not really satisfy with his attitude of serving and leading skill... arrr....might his style...
JIng(jing) - good committe, hard working, serious with serve (certain serve) but relationship between community not really good, instead wit friends, quite good then, but need a lot of practice in communicating skill.
Rong(Y.rong) - too passion in certain serve, come andgo suddenly(i meant passion of serve) no experience, always did rushly, should plan before do it, Comment:think and plan before do it!
hope you all can forgive with my rude words above ya, coz might make you all feel a bit unsatisfy, but we should changeit together and improve our own ability together, Cheers For Youth Of Sing Kang ! Gambateh !!! Muaksssssssss

easter ne...

arr... they felt so relaks before the activity're start... nuts....

Hey lets take a look with lens guys...

Friends???

sunny day !!!nice day for hangging out with my dudes today, hope everything'd fine ne...hmmm... youth nowsaday getting strong and self-relianting than before, thanks God for teaching them and blessed them all the way...Cheers fOr Youth Of Sing Kang!!friends???? whats actually meant by friends for me??? hmmm, sometimes i quite curious with friends around me, maybe lesscontact and communicate with me make me felt a gap between us... hmmm, wonder why which one is my truely friend actually... friends actually won't stop chitchating with usduring all day long wherever you're, even at home, you still can communicate with friend far away from you without any anxiety or stress... but me, even igot a lot of friends, i still felt lonely everytime when i reached my home from school and church or maybe back from hangging out with friends... even i live alone, i never realized that the apearance of friends in my life, maybe just too busy with matters around me, but how a kinda friends can help me when i'was in troublesome??? arrr.... i just hope that i can having a short chatting with them through SMS or msn maybe, but thats never happens to me.... sigh...felt jealous when looking others getting so close with their friends, even far away wit each other... hung pak and Khen 're only the both what i called best friendsat school, but we never messanging more than 10 messangeswith each other....is that call friends??? so how about with churches??? i meant church friends... they seems as my second family since i believed in Christ... Cheng and yuan also is my best dude ever''ve, but we also never SMS-ing with each others too, ya, just got a few only... weird??? i don't know k... ... ...sometimes, i really need people care and concerned with me a lot, i need attention from them to what i mention always about...i know i'm not important as what they're thinking, but they all're so important to me... i just wanna take some time from them to knowing more about me, know more about my thinking andanxiety, everytime when i felt so depression, i don't know where should i hide myself and escape from the trouble... what the uses of phone without ringging??? seems doen't have Friendship exit in mY LiFe... MayBe...just let it be... ... ... ... ... ...

Cheers...

hey there, sorry for the lately post again...the state of being busy during these few days... exam covered my whole week at school and home... but now, hooray !!!!free le ne... there's many kind of matter washappend during these few days, seems so weird what actually happend, coz everythings changedwisely... hmmm... seems getting strangely with classmate, friends... no body realized about that, ya, thats really make me felt more curious whythese'uld happend with them... like was everyone won't do the same things what they should did it in previous state... er, khen and me, seems getting nothing to talk about, maybe i didn't have a suitable topic to talk about with him, ya, he now always chitchat with Hung at behind, and me, lol, really dunno what they're talking about, easy word, " no Channel" ikiki... okie, just keep with my daydreamer state again... sniff sniff...about those three girls sat beside hung, same roll with us, they still like that ne, but less talk with me already, even for a greeting... stingy with greeting??? nope ! i don't think so, coz seems got something hiding from me, hmmm, so that should be huh??? hmmm, honestly, that three girls actually should thinkwisely with their attitude ne, hmmm, why i said so???coz there was a few cases that make me changed my mindwith them actually... arrr`` crazy ne...ikiki... don't they ever think that oral testament also can considered as legally agreement??? sigh... seems so dissapointedwith them ne... arrr... stop with that...same person, ChuCHu nows getting thinner than before ne, hoho, got bit effected from her keep-fit meal... okie, Cheers for Successful Girl... yeeling, hmmm, still the loyal Girlfriend allthe time, no matter what happend to this world, arrr, a few commentfrom me, she should enjoying her own life while she're still young , teenager i meant, not controlled by her boyfriend all the time, thats not your life or his life, this won't able to prove that the love won't ever end under the controlled by anyone of you, she still young, and still got a lot of ways to go, still far from marriage state, why wanna controlled by what you all called love??? no out, no boys talk, no boy's contact number, no everything, is that kind of life that you want??? because of Fake Love??? are you sure whats we called Love as??? no one would knowuntill the bible told us so... please refer to the bible, arrr, sorry, i forgot which Chapter liau ne... lol.. nevermind, i'll post it sooner ya... so astimes goes by, i think you should get your own freedom to knowing more people, friends, mates, but not any gangster k... be yourselfand take your teenager's life before you're overage... enjoy...not been controlled, they're not any aouthories that could enforceyou all to heard what they're request for, even they're your BOy or Girlfriend k, hey all of you !!! thats not worth be control by someone de ne, if they tell you that because of love, tell and shout to them, Suck Off you faker!!! Love is doesn't like that!!! coz love is free, trusted, mercy, faithfully, blissfully, and so on, If you hinder me or abuse me fromdoing anything that i want, plEase Get OFF from ME you FAker Love!!!! Yeah !!! Cheers For true LoVE :)