here i'm God.. i hate with this kind of reality world, seems no one that i can believe with, friends??? seems getting strange with my friends around me, no one understand the situation that i stand on, what kind of world that You created for us God, full with fake and materialistic people... Friends?? what For??? since no one will appreciated it, why it still apprear among each one of us???
friend friend friend, okie, i admit that the last few post before i strongly mention about how important that friends to us, sorry , maybe i'm wrong, each one friends that you know, maybe will cheat or threat behind you, arrr, not the point, but seems doesn't threat us like a best friend ever, for me, i put too much trusted on friends that i knew till make myself been acting like a fool people, scold and critic behind me, i though you as my friend to support me and trust at me, not faking and threat me like a stupid 3 years old child, i'm growed, i know what you did at me and how you threat behind me, okie Fine for not concern at me, but please don't pretend that you understand me, you're not stand on my situation so you won't ever know how that feel been annoyed by lot of troubleness and need to pass through every problem that i face for now, you just put all the burden and mistaken on me, blaming at me, never care with my feel at all, not even a words of care...
everytime when nothing happens to me, you all always be on my side, but when i get into troubleness, where are you??? are you think that a short stupid greeting msg can help or heal my dizzyness and problem, msg doesn't work for me, " how are you? " " God Blessed you" " how was your ... .. ..." " pray always... " ... what kind of msg that you type for me bud, hey please, why don't you send it during for my nothing??? why you all just sent and care with me when i been covered by troubleness, it's too late for me, not in the mood for reply during depression period, thats why i seldom reply for those who're called as friends... blaming at me why i didn't reply their msg, not once... sorry, you don't have aouthorize to request for my reply , i'll reply when i think that's supposed to be...okie, fine again, i'm the sinner, bad people, stupid people, cruel people, bla bla bla... satisfy?!!! please don't sent that blur msg to me again, if you really wanna let me know where's my mistake, please tell me directly, i should know about it so that i can change, but please don't type lots of useless words and seems give me a guess, no time for your games, always hide something from me, let me know what actually happens then... sniff sniff... it's usual been spot as the wrong one, whatever i do, did, done, i always be the wrong one... .. . okie, i'll be the sinner, the wrong and the stupid one, thats why i've been created for... ... ... raining hard outside there, seems crying for me, ya, keep on raining dude, let the rain cry the part of my... ... ... ... friendship seems getting disappear day by day from my heart, ya, i believe i'll lost it someday... ... ... here i'm God.. i hate with this kind of reality world, seems no one that i can believe with, friends??? seems getting strange with my friends around me, no one understand the situation that i stand on, what kind of world that You created for us God, full with fake and materialistic people... Friends?? what For??? since no one will appreciated it, why it still apprear among each one of us???
friend friend friend, okie, i admit that the last few post before i strongly mention about how important that friends to us, sorry , maybe i'm wrong, each one friends that you know, maybe will cheat or threat behind you, arrr, not the point, but seems doesn't threat us like a best friend ever, for me, i put too much trusted on friends that i knew till make myself been acting like a fool people, scold and critic behind me, i though you as my friend to support me and trust at me, not faking and threat me like a stupid 3 years old child, i'm growed, i know what you did at me and how you threat behind me, okie Fine for not concern at me, but please don't pretend that you understand me, you're not stand on my situation so you won't ever know how that feel been annoyed by lot of troubleness and need to pass through every problem that i face for now, you just put all the burden and mistaken on me, blaming at me, never care with my feel at all, not even a words of care...
everytime when nothing happens to me, you all always be on my side, but when i get into troubleness, where are you??? are you think that a short stupid greeting msg can help or heal my dizzyness and problem, msg doesn't work for me, " how are you? " " God Blessed you" " how was your ... .. ..." " pray always... " ... what kind of msg that you type for me bud, hey please, why don't you send it during for my nothing??? why you all just sent and care with me when i been covered by troubleness, it's too late for me, not in the mood for reply during depression period, thats why i seldom reply for those who're called as friends... blaming at me why i didn't reply their msg, not once... sorry, you don't have aouthorize to request for my reply , i'll reply when i think that's supposed to be...okie, fine again, i'm the sinner, bad people, stupid people, cruel people, bla bla bla... satisfy?!!! please don't sent that blur msg to me again, if you really wanna let me know where's my mistake, please tell me directly, i should know about it so that i can change, but please don't type lots of useless words and seems give me a guess, no time for your games, always hide something from me, let me know what actually happens then... sniff sniff... it's usual been spot as the wrong one, whatever i do, did, done, i always be the wrong one... .. . okie, i'll be the sinner, the wrong and the stupid one, thats why i've been created for... ... ... raining hard outside there, seems crying for me, ya, keep on raining dude, let the rain cry the part of my... ... ... ... friendship seems getting disappear day by day from my heart, ya, i believe i'll lost it someday... ... ...
