struggle with something... don't know what

should i do for now, sometimes life really so hard,

maybe because we don't know what would happens

for the next day, thats why we keep think think

and think what should i do for tomorrow, or what

's going happen tomorrow, i'm christian, and i know

we shouldn't worry about tomorrow, but could you

do so? i can't, sometimes i will think and try to predict

what will happen for tomorrow, at least we can prevent

or get ready with preparation for tomorrow...

unusual matter always happen in my life,

not me only, but i believe everyone people

in this earth also will faced with this

trouble too, work, family, love, friend, entertainment....

all of this stuff always get us into abnormal mentally state, haha!

sound harsh right? anyway, just kidding...

for me, way to better life, is diffilcult, but i should

keep work hard to reach them, i hope my life could

be better, just like what i always wish for, every years

on my birthdate, i'll wished for the same wishes again again

and again, but seems never comes true, just wherever i been,

near or far, i'll keep on praying hope that my wish comes true...

hahaha, thats funny, praying for impossible wish... just like pick the

star for myself, sure God don't know how to realized it, terrible

wish... arrrr....

why life is so hard...

Happy birthday to MEEEEE!!! fine and thanks to who have greeting to me k! hope all the best for you all too oh k! so on with the Facebook sites that noticed a lot of ex classmate and friends sent a greeting msg to me, nice thanks for all !!!! last night Yuan and Xing was the earliest one who greeting to me, YA, thanks alot, really thanks to all of you both, thought that both of you already forgot about our friendship because of certain matter,anyway, just hope all the best for all wherever you been k! let the blessed from God covering all of your day and life... hwaiting!!!!

following by Yin Ching, haha, who're the one the third people was greeting to me where she just woke up early in the morning, haha, nice greeting to fulfill my day! thanks ! then, Xiang bing the forth,my sis Fion, Susu, Li Keat i think so, Coz i forgot who was the unknown number from, but i guess it wont be others but her... haha, thanks too, then, at evening, kit kit was the one who not miss to do so, thanks again bro!!! haha...

what would that be huh? 21th will come soon,

erm... thats might an usual day for me,

and i'll be damn in age of 21 guys!!! hahaha...

felt that getting older than before, study, work, and so on always

make my life become busy, anyway, just hope everything will be fine.

guys, lets take the time to think more about future, it's thats the way

what we want??? there's no turning point in age, but at least

you can turn it as long as you still alive, when you know thats

wrong or not the way belong to you, don't fear to deciced it by yourself k!

for me, i know where should i go for, at least i try to relised my dream,

study hard, work hard, honestly, thats not an easy way, struggle to deciced

whether keep on going or giving up, whatever, i still can bare up for everything right now...

just hope when the day i can't, i hope that will be share with someone...

could it be????

how can it be~

put on my hand~ under the rain~

how could a rain can break my heart~

raining~

ok! listen you all !

nice movie for all... thats gonna make you cry k? so

remember take your tissue around before you watch it k!

Birthday !

hOhO! Onni!!!!! Happy birthday ya ! hope all the best for you wherever yo

u been k! let's the bless of God fulfill all your needed and family! Be well and happy always ya k!

Keep your smile!!!