$$$$$$ money money money!!!!

everything in this world need money !!!!

arrrr, i hate this !

i'm gonna pay this and that...

salary for this month doesn't

enough for me, aikss, whatever, just

try to be more saver...

ok! Anneongaseyo!

here i am, the one who took this

blogger place as conscience conner,

day by day, time tick quickly,

time doesn't allowed me to stop

by, keep on working, serving... bla bla bla....

when would that day will come, day that

appears and allow me to wake up lately,

lean back to sofa and watch tv ...

no way, thats won't be happen to me...

maybe got, but the day is still far away

from me... ah... tired... tired...

summer summer summer.... hot days recently,

thats the only words that i can said right now,

currently waiting yin ching at church here, doing nothing,

just able to blogging with my net book completely with

new WiFi at office, huhu, great that jun cheng didn't

switch off the Modem, and me, the lucky one who still

able to blogging outside the roof!!!!! hoho...

bored, everyone is meeting right now, i should go home

and take a nap right now, but unfortunately, she doesn't

allowed me to go home, arrrrr, waiting like a fool... T.T

ok, just now i fetched those kids back their own home,

huhu, what a lucky children, and the one who i concern was

YiMin, huhu, last few weeks ago, i offered to pick her up back

to her granny home, but few times she rejected it, just reasoning

that her mum will come to fetch her, ermmmm, it's i'm look

like a Kidnapper for her? LOL, haha! but today, she got

in church van quitely without any notice, huhu, i just realized

it when i started drove out from church, huhu, ok! thats

might make she think that i'm

not as cruel as what she think, i'm friendly you know !

and the other was took the chance to chat and play with

me also, oh yeah ! i can prove that i'm friendly to kids and youth

k! next! a new month begin again for tomorrow, march, ouch!

salary day! pay here and pay there~ money doesn't make

sense to me, i should budget to what will i spend for! ok!

fine!!!!! i should stop here, pps is waiting for me ! bye dude!

a wonderful life doesn't come by self...

what would that be for our future???

don't we ever think about that?

what will that be if our life will be end tomorrow...

huhu, thats what my mind think about..

friend? family? God? which one will come first?

i might use it to God, family, then friends...

i get to work everyday like usual,

went to OUM every weekend and do almost

the same thing all the time, waiting here for my friends

to back and gathering with them, lot of thing that

i wanna share with you all, but don't know

how to talk about it, worry that you all bore or maybe

will getting forget about me, hmmm, i don't know also,

haihzz... i think my day will be interesting when you all are

back to me, haha!!! sound great right ? ya, thats what i felt

right now...

planning to having great gathering with my those buddies

during christmas and CnY, unfortunately, yuan need to flight

back to KL for her studies, but during the CnY, xing and susu

back to NZ again, uhhu, hard thinking about that... everything

is changed, so one with the people around, aikss, so difficult to

find a trusted friends around, but for me, except Wai Hung was

the only one that i can put on to, Xing, Yuan and Susu was the

person that fluent to my life too, it's been 6 years as we are

getting know with each other, many things happen between

the six years also, honestly, it's a wonderful six year for me,

i still remember how i take my own teen age to being together

with Xing, haha, it's quite funny when think about that, just can said

sorry to xing for my unresponsiblity, i hurted her so much,

keep on put many excuses to make her disappointed, hmmm,

just remember that the last day when i said break up with her

my life was changed, sorry for the unreasonable break up...

arrr, zzz.... sleepy, i think i'll continue the further story about this

for the next post k! night night everyone! zzzzZZZZZZZ~~~~~~~

it's a life, that's what we called always when things going suck!!!!
hoho, anyway, i use to it everytime when i get into trouble...
5 more days to go for the end of month, salaryzzzzzzzz!!!!
i seems used a lot of money during this feb month, arrrr...
burden comes to me~
one more things, my stupid mini hp cannot start properly, harddisk
damage!!!!!!! all data lost in one minute !!!!!!!! suckk!!!!!!! Yuck!!!!
sigh sigh.... i lost all of my picture collection, damn heart pain...
hell hectic!!!!!!!!
someone can buy me a new external harddisk please... T.T

hi there! it's been a long time i didn't blogging at here since the day that i started get in year of 2011, just less actually, just wanna tell all of you that, life is hard, but it's depends on us how we manage our life to become wonderful and colourful. not everyone know what they're live for, maybe some of them live for nothing or future, but don't we ever think wisely that, it's we can reach to what we have expected for our future??? some people dream of success, while others wake up and work hard at it, which kind of people that we supposed to be??? the kind of dreaming of success or wake up early in the morning and work hard at it??? thats the decision might make change our life, even we cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust the sails, tune it to what we expected for our life, i know even thats hard, but at least it worth, it can satisfy our needed and fulfill what we hard for. what the point to live in this world while there's an ending in front of us? just live for Jesus, that won't make ending appear in our life, even the day is end, but our life still willing to live in side of Jesus, thats my life, even sin came across me, but i know, only God can forgive what we have done, sorry God for the wrong and mistake that i done, just hope nothing can changed our relation between You and me, thanks God for your mercyful, I love You God... thanks ...