guys ! how are you all doing ? i'm just recover from stupidly inflammation, get in to hospital at 4am with my mum, and guest what happen to me? yea, old sick, stomach problem, almost dehydration, but luckily doctor gave me drink dehydrate salt water when i get reach to hospital, and after that, i able to home after having my medicine and second check up on right. nope sick! hate that, make me felt suffer from vomiting for 8more times... started vomiting at 9.30pm to 4am, no sleep, no rest, just keep on kneeing at toilet bowl... arrr... 

keep on praying all the time, wonder why i'm still suffer from this disease, sniff.... whatever, i'm getting fine and may to work tomorrow... my advise~ don't ever eat too much sucks stuff in a time k! 

no matter how hard that i try, 

i'm still alone... 

no one will know about my appearance, 

even my name, i'm tired to be there, 

a place that we called as Church, 

again and again the worst thing come 

to me, how people look at me, how people 

think of me, they all didn't care at all, 

coz they just care someone that they thing

are expert in God's serve. and i 'm just 

a little boy hanging around them, just an ordinary people...

but i know, i just want to serve for God, the only one who

know about my everything, the One who never 

leave me alone and love me so much...

Thank you God, to be with me...

Good bye my friends, hope all the best for all of you, 

no matter where you go, i'll keep pray for you always...

lot of things want to share with you all, but 

time doesn't allow us to do so, hope we can keep 

on sharing one day...

miss you all my friends~