Aikss… back again and again… so lonely for this moment… whole day I’m just seeking for something that I can do to make myself busy… but really so sorry for that, I can’t… haihzz… dunno what actually happens to me… seems so empty for my life during this few days… sigh…. Sob sob…. Cheers for my lonely day again… my sadness, my loneliness, my depression… nothing can know it or even can heal it… but what can I do, there is no more way for me to hide again, I should pass it toughly you know, first time I felt so… dunno where should I hide my sad, my scare… so that no one can know about it… I’m not weak !!! I just don’t want my friends or someone to worry about me… that is not worth to worry for me… not at all… sob… … …. Please cheers for my sadness and loneliness... … …