sigh...

sigh...seems hard to believed what was happens with my family... everythings was so sucked you know... haihzz.. life started become worsen than before, my life especially~~~ what can i do.... i got to live by myself, whole of my family already towards to KK, why?? long story... my mum got blood cancer, thats what have i told in the last post before, ya, i guess so... hmmm... no idea for that anymore, just can keep praying and keep strength for now to face my own life alone... i hate alone, i hate it!!! su*#... gulp... haihzz... please .... don't give such so suffered life to me... i'm tired enough...