sucky day....zzzzzz

thanks to god once again, thanks for everything
that He done for me and for my family too...
problem been solved, my mum's situation also
been controlled, she so fine right now with my
caring... but one more trouble from my dad, his
wallet been stole, arrrr... MyCard, DrivingLicense
and all identification ducument has been stole,
so on with cash inside, oh suck day for my
family, and i accompanying my dad to take a
report at Police Station just now... haha, what a
tired week for me... need to settle it ASAP,
before others trouble would come... might be...
no prediction about further trouble... ahhhhh...
tired tired...

emo...

whats going on with my family again huh ?
oh $%^&*$%^&*%^&*(... i hate it so much...
it's seems never end... during these few days, my mum seems got a bit tally problem, bot a bit actually, but it's definately out of controlled, lack of morally thinking, lost of emotional control, arrrr.... she just keep on mention that, there's a ghost or devil inside her soul... oHmYGod...when pastor from calvary church came visited us, she getting mad and started talk nonsense, full with stupid act and cruel emotion... i can't do anything except pray for her and for my family also... i'm so tired God... really really so tired, i need rest, i need a peaceful place that can give a comfortable break for me... fear to live with my mum, felt stranger... i need to stay alert every moment, without an enough sleep... fear she will do something out of my mind... please... stop it... please....

HappY bRithday Henry...

henry... how are you there?? it's missed to celebrate your birthday while you're not beside us... sorry about that... seems can't do anything for your birthday, just remaining with a thousand of greeting to you, we doesn't know that you're need to attend for your course, nevermind, we all're waiting for your back, we 'll get ready for you, sure we won't miss to celebrate your birthday dude.... Hope all the best for you bro..
HapPy BirThdaY Henry... >.<

camPing dAysssssss....

aikss, time before the performance start,hide behind stage...

preparation for SundaySchool's camp...

oh yeah.. .. ..even though we got all prepared, we still have time to play around, haha, but i think we play more than work... opssss... nevermind, we have a great that night...

dreams`~~~

once again, gathered with my old classmate, hung pak, Khen and Vui Chien, glad to heard Chien would gonna representing Malaysia as candidates of Air-CondRecovering competition that will be held at Bangkok next year, Chien was only the one who have the most successful study among us, during Form5 period, Chien always got the lowest and weak among of all subject in our class, he always mention that he can't success in study, but for now, look at him, he realized his own dream by his own faith and intelligent...yeah Chien, keep on going further, don't miss out any chance to get close to successful k ! i'll support you always !
so on with hung pak and khen, both of them just graduated their form6 study last few days ago, hope you all can find and keep further with your study k, keep on going no matter happens, don't follow my way, thats my fate, i can't blame anyone, perhaps no one that can i blame also, nevermind, i quite enjoy with my life, just a bit busy only, i need to plan a lot of flexible way for myself, i knew i should do so, since the day was started, i know that my way should be more worsen than before, i just can said, i accepted it, hard to keep going with this kind of life actually, everything seems doesn't smoothly for me, sometimes i blame to God why i been borned to this family, arrr, cruel question right?? but if you're in my state, sure you won't think so... how long that i gonna keep staying with this kind of life??? 10 years?? 20 years?? 30 years?? am i still alive that time???
i want my dreams back... Please, give it back to me, i need my dreams in life....

the time...

time passing through my day so quickly, i seems haven't blow out the breath that i that firstly... not even for second suck for second breath... everything passed too fast, and i still live in my own world, what i called as DumbWorld, i don't want to alive in a busy and messy society, i just want to enjoy my own life, coz we never know how long we could stay for more, maybe tomorrow we'll die, or the judgement day was come by tomorrow, who know??? no people would gonna predict about that, even science can't prove the end of the day . i don't want to feel regret if any of the end day was come, hopefully i will respond to God that, i have completed with my mission God, it's done... we dunno what God have plan for us, but thats why i should keep seeking with God's mission and words, maybe some guide from God also, why done we try to do something others while waiting for answer??? yea, thats right, but the problem as mine, i also still keep on waiting, not really know what i waiting for, it's i escape every mission and vision from God?
arrr, maybe, might be....

after the happy dayzzzzz...

hate it...

dudes, hey, seems been long time didn't post out some writing post like usual... ya, quite busy with all things around, even busy, i still keep on joining every event by church, i know i should do so, coz i don't want to collapes my relation with God just because of "busy"...
ya, friends become the part of my life, maybe i've been stayed alone such a long period that make me felt stupid and disconnected with society, haha, sound terrible, but it's truth... still i not stepping among churches, i like with my anti-social life, felt like no people'ld disturb my life or my everything, no hangging around, no anny entertainment with friends at all, hidding my self in house,but that was long time ago... i need friends in my life, live with single state make me felt terrible and i hate it... i hate it hate it hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy day zzzz....

picture with tomporoli Church's youthne... hoho....

bambooooo dayzzz...

pity henry, injured le... >,<

hoho, time for work right now...