emo...

whats going on with my family again huh ?
oh $%^&*$%^&*%^&*(... i hate it so much...
it's seems never end... during these few days, my mum seems got a bit tally problem, bot a bit actually, but it's definately out of controlled, lack of morally thinking, lost of emotional control, arrrr.... she just keep on mention that, there's a ghost or devil inside her soul... oHmYGod...when pastor from calvary church came visited us, she getting mad and started talk nonsense, full with stupid act and cruel emotion... i can't do anything except pray for her and for my family also... i'm so tired God... really really so tired, i need rest, i need a peaceful place that can give a comfortable break for me... fear to live with my mum, felt stranger... i need to stay alert every moment, without an enough sleep... fear she will do something out of my mind... please... stop it... please....