day by day... everything gets worse, felt so tired sunddenly, this time more tired than before, don't know why, no matter how hard that i struggle for, there's still the same, i can't do anything except just keep on patient on it, don't want to argue about it again, thats make me more mad with it, tried to talk, discuss, at the end, silent answer appear, useless... i'm tired, please give some time to rest first... please...