hey there, it's me again, once again... sigh...can't sleep again, i dont know why, felt like so many things to concern and confused about. everything, confused with my work, my study, and lots. but one things that i needed most was the support from who can give so, arr... hope you all can stop giving pressure to me, i know what i'm doing right now, i just need some time to manage my own time and life, why don't you all understand my situation huh??? just a while please... i'm getting tired then, exam ill coming soon, everything comes toward, hence i cannot handle all of it, but why during these recent you all keep pushing on me huh? i'm not mean to put you or forgot about our promises, but please stand by my side, stop nag and force me do something that i dont want to do.. i hate it bastard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! give me some space to do whatever i want to. can??? i need breath...